My cousin Hearty went to Hospital last friday and had an operation last Saturday on her neck.
Things are okey now with her, and she's doin good.
The thing is, i didnt give any full support which im really aware of.
I visited her just ahmmm.. 3 hours only? yeah i guess and never bother to stay longer than that nor to stay there overnight with her.
Am i so wrong of feeling this way like i hate Hospitals? i really do.. i hate the smell, i hate it, merciless i know, i was even so numb with how others have felt of what i did.
My cousin needed someone to take care of her as she's the only one here for her family were in the province.. Naomi was a big help... whereas I? werent helpful... that sounds good? NO! just simply because i dont like being in the hospital... so selfish of me! i hated it..
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Some time we let or hates and fears over take us, it does not mean you love her any less... But maybe perhaps you will be able to over come you fears and spend more time with her... I know how hard it is i have been there... But please remember you cant change the past but can the future... Show her how much you really do care... We only live once and when its over its over...
pareho tayo sis..hate ko rin ang hospitals..yong amoy din saka parang naisip ko na baka mahawa ako sa ibang sakit..saka di ko rin matingnan yong mga taong maysakit...naaawa ako...
sana gumaling ng tuluyan ang cousin mo at ng makalabas na siya sa hospital then saka mo na lang siya take care pag nasa bahay na siya...
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