worries

im super dooper worried tonight.. charles will have his operation, well, on going nga ngayon, di ako makatulog, sobrang alala ako... syempre ang layo ko kaya sa kanya tapos wala man lang nag-aalaga for him.. sino ba namang hindi magwoworry niyan.. kainis na embassy eto hindi man lang approve yung request ng asawa ko to be there with him kahit 30days.. bullshit talaga! hahay... i know God will be there with him.. and is there with him.. i keep on prayin..ngayon lang ako sobrang stressed at sobrang nag iisip..