Sunday, November 25, 2007

Immigrant Couple Faces Deportation Over Marriage Status

"honesty is the best policy"

STATE COLLEGE, Pa. — Immigrants Pedro and Salvacion Servano have been model U.S. residents since arriving from the Philippines in the 1980s.

Pedro Servano, 54, is a prominent family doctor in an underserved area of central Pennsylvania. His wife, 51, runs a grocery store and bakery. Two kids have graduated from college, with two more in grade school.

But a change in their marital status during their visa application process more than two decades ago has come back to haunt them, and now they are facing possible deportation back to the Philippines.

The couple have been told to report to an Immigration and Customs Enforcement office the day after Thanksgiving for the start of deportation proceedings, agency spokesman Michael Gilhooly said Friday.

It's a process the Servanos desperately hope to avoid. Their attorney, Gregg Cotler, is devising a flurry of last-ditch legal and political appeals to allow them to remain home in Selinsgrove, about 100 miles northwest of Philadelphia.

"We love this country and this is our American dream to be here," Salvacion Servano said Friday in a telephone interview. "We've been here for 25 years. This is our home."

Their present difficulties can be traced back to 1978 when, while both were single, their mothers applied for visas for them to come to the United States.

They married in the Philippines in 1980, and two years later, Salvacion Servano's visa was granted and she left the country. Pedro Servano followed in 1984 after getting his visa, and the couple moved to Philadelphia.

The Servanos applied for U.S. citizenship while living in San Diego in 1990, but an immigration official noticed during an interview that their visa application listed them as single. They were accused of lying and misrepresenting their marital status, and the deportation process began, Cotler said.

"I guess it's an honest mistake. It's not premeditated," Salvacion Servano said.

The Servanos went on with their normal lives as they filed appeals. They moved back to Philadelphia in 1992 before settling in Selinsgrove three years later. Dr. Servano works at Geisinger Medical Group in Selinsgrove, where he has about 2,000 patients.

Two of his four children graduated from Temple University, including a son in the Army ROTC program; another is in high school and a fourth in middle school.

Several years ago, the Servanos bought and rehabilitated two properties in the city of Sunbury, about a 10-minute drive from home. Salvacion recently opened a small grocery store there, selling Asian goods and baked items.

"They had an error on their visas when they first came here," said Terry Specht, Sunbury's city clerk, who frequents the store. "It's ridiculous to think they would lie about that."

But the appeals have been unsuccessful and appear to have run their course.

The Servanos switched attorneys and turned to Cotler after receiving notice earlier this month that they had to report to the immigration enforcement office.

"It was a surprise to us. After that, it was as if a ton of bricks had fallen on our family," Pedro Servano said.

Gilhooly declined to discuss the specifics of the case, citing standard ICE practice.

"They have had their due process through the U.S. immigration court system," he said. "They have exhausted their appeals."

Cotler hopes otherwise. His legal team is considering emergency appeals in court and directly to the U.S. Attorney General's office.

The family has lobbied for help from politicians. Friends scheduled a prayer vigil in Sunbury for Saturday night.

Letters of support to the government have poured in from local dignitaries, Servano's patients and even someone from the Department of Homeland Security, which oversees ICE.

"I fervently believe in the ICE mission. However, the Servanos did not sneak into this country illegally, they have broken no laws, and they have not been a burden to the economy. They pose no threat," DHS counterterrorism operative Bill Schweigart wrote in a letter obtained by The Daily Item of Sunbury. "I cannot fathom how deporting the Servanos fulfills any portion of the ICE mission. In fact, I would argue the action runs counter to it."

Cotler said the couple understands the government's position, but would simply like another chance to tell their story.

"You would not find two nicer people, two more unassuming people," Specht said. "It's a shame that these two are caught up in all this."

.....get ME moTiVAted!

........ i hate myself for not doin anyting uselful this week except last friday night, for i went out with friends---got lashing with KapE!

........ got agitated for nothing! how come? duh? doing nothing at the house is as well StressfuL, believe me for its true (just dont disagree, okay?)...

........ you see? when there's nothing else to do, i tend to think A LOT! i kinda dont like it for that turns me out to be negative at all things.. am i normal?

........ all i want is to get motivated! PLEASE i need that! i need to study---but self-review is damn hard for me--my last semester at review center was full of motivation-and-determination-and-everything... but right now that i dont have any other choice but JUST TO STUDY ALONE? is damn HARD.. ohmygawd! i NEED HELP!

geT mE motivateD pleasE.............

Friday, November 23, 2007

12 MonthS

Got this from Twerlyn . Daghang Salamat Dear.

1.Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2.Pick your month of birth.
3.Highlight the traits that apply to you.

I was born on the Month of May!

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.



Twelve Months
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

i just CANT wait....

Wanted Trailer of course with Angelina Jolie (AWESOME!!!)



i just cant wait for this movie to come out... whew!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Knowing MOI

A - Age: Damn im 28 now! but always mistaken as younger than my sister Tonette...(i like that!)


B - Band Listening To Right Now: None as of this moment


C - Career: Homemaker? Writer? Reviewee? Name it you got it! LOL


D - Drink or Smoke: I tried both during my younger years for curiousity sake, but never came into my mind to pursue it.


E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: My sister TONETTE, who understands me in every way even those times that i was pasaway, she was there with me. My childhood friend, ANN PEDROS through thick & thin, though we are ocean's apart, the friendship is still there and gettin stronger. LIZBELLE, the one whom i can lean on though she's in Canada right now, she never fails to talk to me and knows whenever im down..an openminded person. KHRYSTA, one of the best kahit coffee lang till Umaga solved na kami.. the one i can lean on at all times! My GT Bisdak friends-Amen, L-L and Faye who never fails to just say hi and how am i.. shares same sentiments coz we are all married.. especially Amen & L-L for we three are in LDR right now..


G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: neither of them...


H - Have a Boyfriend: A Husband, who loves me unconditionally and supports me all the way.


I- In love: Very Much in Love!

J - Junk Food You Like: Pringles sour & cream

K - Kids: none yet, i know it will come in God's time.

L – Longest ride ever: im a certified hobo (that if i have extra moolah), i tried traveling for four days straight! imagine that...


N - Names For Your Future Kids: the name Christopher should come out if we will have a Son.. as of now, thats the only name that pops up in my mind


O - One Wish You Have Now: To have the paperwork done & be with my loving husband.


P – Phobias: WORMS!


Q - Favorite Quote: i got one quote from Angelina Jolie i posted it in my friendster profile.. heheheh..


R - Reasons To Smile: Charles Scarce

S - Sleeping Hours: 5-7 hours


T - Time You Woke Up: sometimes 6 am, other times 7 am..


U - Unknown Fact About You: i wear swimwear (two piece) eventhough i have an unexplainable skin...


V - Vegetable You Hate: None, i love vegies!

W - Worst Habit: stayed an hour at the comfort room reading a book.. hehehhehe..


X - X-rays You've Had: chest xrays..

Y - Yummy Foods: SEAFOODS!


Z - Zodiac Sign: Taurus

Instructions: Each player starts with 7 random habits/facts about themselves. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their seven things, as well as these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 7 people to get tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they have been tagged and to read your blog!

1. I was once a certified pasaway, lied to death just because of my love to a person who is not worth loving for. Which lead me to lost my Job and was misunderstood by most of my officemates (or shall i say, they didnt trust me anymore). Have learned a lot from it and now have moved on.


2. I eat a LOT, and was envied by my dear sister for not gaining weight. I was picky with foods during my younger years, but right now, i changed. I splurge money for foods in restos nearby places or those that i havent tried yet in Metro Manila.


3. I married to an Army man who is based in the US. Being an Army's wife is not easy, but i love the man who loves me more... We are far from each other right now, but being in this situation makes our relationship stronger.


4. Im a book lover, i quit reading for almost 5 years and now i got back into track.


5. Videogames makes me happy a lot... hehehehe..


6. I dont easily get mad, but when provoked, only time will tell. i dont like judgmental people, as i dont like to judge one.


7. I collect old coins... i got few from my ipo, from 1940's yehey!


Saturday, November 17, 2007

cant GO back?

i wasnt able to enrol for this sem, sad to say for ill take the risk of reviewing myself-i mean all by myself in accounting. i cant go back to review center due to limited time and money. no moolah for this month, no extras for this month, got to save at least 10k a month but that plan have not pursue by yours truly. damn! im experiencing one of the difficult days of my life. no moolah, no review school to attend to, no gimiks, no dinners with friends, no everything. HOUSE ARREST once again (sana pala sumali na lang me sa PBB, bagay ata ako dun eh).

anyway, i cant go back to review school, so ill be it!

Friday, November 16, 2007

another Day w/a Friend

days are good when i spent great time with friends discovering new restos again. Amen, who became my close friend from GT was with me these past days. We visited Divisoria, and heck i enjoyed a lot, CHEAP GOODS were there, imagine a blouse that you can see at the malls that worth 300-400pesos?? its only FIFTY pesos there. Its not my first time in Divisoria but that was the only time that i had fun, coz blouses were not just ordinary blouses, but blouses that has wonderful texture (hope u got what i meant).

On our second day, we had late lunch at Gumbo in SM The block, my first to dine there. Great experience, yummy foods with lots to choose from. And we went on watching One More Chance, one of the movies that i got teary-eyed all the time (kainis na pagmamahal talaga oh-oh).

And now, im back to my old times. Read books, spending longer times over the net, thinking all the time. Whew! again, help me resist with my loneliness.. hahay Life-Buhay!

p.s. i got one way ticket to Dumaguete on December for only 1500pesos.. im super Happy!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i've got a friend in YOU


Got this cute tag from a nice bloggerfriend LIRA.
It is my joy in life to find many friends online and I feel so bless to have a pretty friend like you. To have a friend and be a friend is what makes life worthwhile. Thank you so much for considering me also as one of your friend. A true friend loves at all times (Proverbs 17:17). May God fill you with all joy, love, peace and happiness in life and let God guide in all your plans, in all your dreams, in all your wish to happen in your life. God bless you always and forever...
I would love to forward this to Mayang, Kate & Lutchi.

DuBai TO piNaS

same day as i met with Ayee, got the chance to have dinner with Joan who just came from Dubai for some vacation here. Whew! hectic ang sched ng lola mo! we strolled around Trinoma which as usual i became a tourist guide. Trinoma, as we all know is the newly built Ayala mall along North Edsa which fortunately is very near from my place (but not walking distance, ok?) since i am familiar with the place already i took the chance to tour the friend i have (lakwatsera jud!). We had dinner at North Park and forgot to take pics there, coz we were too busy chatting with each other (madaldal kasi!).

here's one of the great moments we had.

Reunited

after a week that ayee went home, we got the chance to met up---after five months! ive seen her again. the last time i saw her was when we had fun at Boni High.

non-stop conversation never forgotten.... girls weakness right? heheheh.. and its what makes us happy! i love being a woman. we had lunch at RECIPES in Trinoma, my first time to experience the restaurant, which right after that we headed to Cafe Breton to have some crepes.. hmmmm.. yummy crepes! i miss this woman for we always have time to go out and search-discover for great and good restos in the metro, miss her drivin the crazy Manila. And now that she's back, im super happy! thanks ayee for the wonderful time and of course the Pasalubong, yahoo!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Coincidence?

Noon time today i went to St. Jude Church along Malacanang, it was in my thoughts days before i went there, to see and visit the Lord above. Today, was my first-time-ever to visit the church. I was there for almost an hour. Talking and talking and talking and talking to him. Non-stop conversation. Right after that, i went back home and got online. I dont know if horoscopes are true but sometimes they got right with my day-to-day activities. Everyday i checked on it, and read the line that strucked me and thought that it was God that this note delivered to me, though i read that note late but still it made it true.

horoscope says:

Your Horoscope for NOVEMBER 12, 2007

Today may well find you in the mood to head out on a venture or to visit someone, fern. When was the last time you took a day for something like this? Chances are, it's been too long and not only will you enjoy this, others may be thrilled to have some time with you as well. Whether you pack up the whole family or head out on your own, seize the opportunity to connect with people you haven't seen in a while or to visit a new place.

i know right then and there, that it was the Lord above that this note had referred to. Wonderful message on a wonderful start of the week. Peace!

Sunday, November 11, 2007

the Jealousy version of MOI..

im jealous, insecured whenever i have friends who will visit their husband who live on the other place on earth. jealous? coz i sometimes thought that "i hope its me" who will go there. insecurity strikes again me, insecure for i thought once more that "it should be me". Argh! when will that time Be? I miss my husband so much that tends me to argue with him all the time (my fault), that tends me to get jealous those lovey-doo ive seen all over the place, that tends me to get mad as hell with no reason, made me agitated with no valid reasons. When will this feeling stop? i hate to feel this way.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

insomyahong PIRNAMI


ashus! anong oras na? 3:37 AM, ohmyghost! im still awake! the so-called dalaw of ANTOK is not yet here.. tsk tsk tsk.. so what the heck am i gonna do?

WAIT! i forgot to mention about two celebrities we saw at the grocery section at SM, paksyet! si chito miranda at kaye abad.. inggit ako sa sweetness ng mga mokong..

yun lang!

insomia of MINE is still awake! help me resist with this one please.....

our DAY is his DAY

went out with beautiful invader----mam ABZ! fridge was empty so it was time for us to do grocery as well. Living alone in the lonely apartment got me insane!grrrrrrr... mam ABZ went there to cheer me up! do i need it? yeah but well, i still can live by my own without anyone not unless internet connection is DOWN! hahahahahah.. for those who dont know, my husband is not around and its been what? more than a year (putik! nanggigigil na ako sayo ipo ko, humanda ka sa muli nating pagkikita!) thats why im all alone... but to correct you, yes YOU, im not lonely here, IM HAPPY AS HEAVEN & HELL! coz i got my IPO. weeeheee! my day is his Day coz he is so happy when he knows that i got my time out.. hahahahah..

trinoma is the only place thats near at my place.. and ahem! sm north too din pala. hehehe. the only plan that i had was just to do the grocery but it seems that my HAIR was always making pansin to me all the time.. umiiral na naman ang kagagohan ng buhok ko, in fairness it looked like the witch's broom na rin kasi kaya it's making pansin to me. David's Salon is the only place that i thought of, (my first time here) and tsaadaannnggg.....

frawwd ang lola mo jan dahil at last naging TAO na rin sya! bwahahahaha!

right after that, we ate at Taco Bell its mam ABZ first bite there so i grab the chance to take pic of her....
smile!!!!!!!!!!

and another one (pic)at the huge xmas tree at the center of trinoma.

maldita Twins---top courtesy from Maldita, LOL (advertise na sad ko dah)

the coffee drunker aftermath:

ug sa bisaya pa! Hubog sa Kape!

Dear Globe

paalala: im not advertising the company...

thank you for giving me a wonderful day today, hope you will continue to give me FREE LOAD as i will continue to patronize you.

i cant believe it that Globe Telecommunication will give me a free load in exchange on my September's almost 8k load. one gloomy afternoon today i received a message from them saying:

GLOBE ADVISORY REWARD: U hav bn rewarded w/P1500 FREE LOAD for reloading at least P7000 from 9/14 to 9/30. P1000 is now credited to ur acct. P500 to follow shortly.

i was shocked, and i couldnt believe it that they are giving me that big amount of credits. so without second thought i checked my balance just to believe what they're saying.. paksyet! Tugma! lumaki ang balance ko.. woooooohoooooo! ang saya saya pare!!

after 15 minutes they're sending me another message, at ito yun:

GLOBE ADVISORY: P500 FREE LOAD is now credited to ur account. Ur P1500 worth of FREE LOAD has been completed. Thank you for patronizing our Reload program.

Rechecked my balance and it was then completed. SARAP!

Ay, tank u beri mats din! este Ur wilkam pala!

i gotta thank my Husband for this, coz his the reason why i had lots of load, sa araw-araw ko pa naman syang tinatawagan gamit ang Globe, kaya umabot ng ganun kalaki ang aking credits every month.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

stainless longganisa

online forums have helped me a lot in discovering stuff, one of them are those wonderful authors that everyone has been recommending. Bob Ong is one of them. Stainless Longganisa is the first book that i've read from him, all written in tagalog.i know some of you dont like to read filipino or tagalog ones but i assure you that Bob Ong is surely one of the best. hindi boring ang lolo mo, dami ko pang natutunan. im one-of-a-hell-frustrated-writer, kahit anong gawin ko, wala talagang magandang maisulat ang kamay ko. this book have enlightened me in all aspect. heart over mind ika nga. inspired me in all things bout writing. packaged deal na nga ang book na to. i want to be inspired especially in writing anything over everything. i sometimes write or post some stuff here that arent came from my heart, so i bit those were non-sense thoughts made by me, and should be trashed. heart over mind is the lesson i got.

Monday, November 05, 2007

d' RACE gODdeSS


as to those who dont know yet and to those who are not FAN of PBBCE2, just wanted to update you guys that the race goddess is goin to quit PBB.. tsk tsk! i hate it!

yes im hooked with this celebrity edition of pinoy bigbrother, you know why? its because of GABY DELA MERCED.. the person that i so idolized even before, two years ago, i searched her over the internet coz i found out that she's an ultimate Asian Formula Race3 champion, and knowing me? the loser when it comes to driving, (alright i know how to drive but not that much, ok?) was extremely happy to know her, that in this game wherein only male-can-do as what we all knew, there's this Gaby who made it to top!

but now, she just quit.... she quit because of her passion, which i admire her a lot for doin it...

i can see in her how determined she is and passionate woman she is when she decided to leave the house...

though i hated it coz i cannot anymore see her everyday at the house over our japanese TV, part of me is somewhat happy for her... that made me idolizing her more...

To Gaby, GoodSpeed pare!

absence OF my IPO


One look
and Im mesmerized by your eyes
You're comin like a hurricane
Blowing down on me

Cause it's your mystery that captures me
I'm falling in, drawing closer
and now, oh now......

Pardon me
I'm being honest
Cause I don't hide I speak my mind
Things get weird
But we know better
It's cause I know you know that I love you MY IPO


terribly missin you my IPO, Charles


excerpts from the song One Look by Kjwan

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Everytime We Touch

one day isang araw...opppppppssssss! sobrang ingot naman nun.. LOL.. i cant think of any great words as a starter for this... hmmmm... my mind went on blank! but wait! here's one song that Charles sent me before he went to bed that he wanted me to hear it and feel for it coz that's how he feels for me (it seems that your courting me again ipo,reminiscing those days.. aylabit!)

Everytime We Touch

by Cascada

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last,
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I Want you in my life.




IWANTYOUINMYLIFE too MY IPO!

wabyu my ipo!!!!!

Friday, November 02, 2007

three times three

Tag from Lira.
  • THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
  1. fyrnz
  2. fern
  3. ferna
  • THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
  1. June 16, 2006 - wedding day
  2. December 23, 2005 - engagement
  3. Mid of December 2002 - the day i first chatted with ipo
  • THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
  1. Dance
  2. play for couple of minutes with Jorge (our cute neighbor) and Ninjong (our cat)
  3. take pics for Jorge
  • THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
  1. Ipo's nonsense conversation (LOL)
  2. internet
  3. chitchat over coffee full of knowledge
  • THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
  1. Chinese food
  2. Desserts
  3. SEAFOODS
  • THREE PERSONS YOU MISS THE MOST:
  1. Ipo Charles
  2. My family back home
  3. Friends
  • THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
  1. DSLR (sosyal), nangangarap lang po ng gising
  2. Macbook -- again, nangagarap ng gising
  3. Shoes!
  • THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
  1. Reading lots of books & collecting Coins
  2. internet (todong online)
  3. taking pics (or photography na lang kaya)
  • THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
  1. any beach resort in the world (super duper happy na lola mo jan)
  2. Bohol (my fave place so far na napuntahan ko sa Phil)
  3. My beautiful Probinsya - kalami sa hangin ug fresh foods didto
  • THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
  1. Trinoma
  2. Boni high (magsuroy lang)
  3. SM Malls
  • THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:
  1. KFC
  2. Mexicali
  3. Chowking
  • THREE FAVORITE SPORTS:
  1. Car Race (hanggang Dreams lang to)
  2. Softball
  3. Videogames (lam ko di to sports, yun lang alam ko eh)
  • THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
  1. H2O
  2. fresh squeezed juices
  3. Lemonade
  • THREE PERFUMES/COLOGNES:
  1. Elizabeth Arden (mahal lang, cant afford)
  2. Any Victoria Secrets colognes
  3. Channel
  • THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
  1. white & black
  2. any shades of green
  3. Brown & Red (hindi na top three eto, LOL)
  • THREE EVENTS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO:
  1. Christmas
  2. Wedding Anniv with Hubby
  3. reunion with family
  • LAST THREE PEOPLE IN YOUR INBOX
  1. msg from Mom Lani (mom in law)
  2. msg from sister Tonette
  3. update from friendster
  • THREE THINGS YOU'LL BE DOING AFTER THIS SURVEY
  1. Call my Ipo Charles
  2. Cook for lunch
  3. do the Laundry

Im forwarding this to Kate & Ai...

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Buk-ID

wow pari... wala pa rin akong natutunang maganda sa HTML at kung pano ko mapaganda ang aking profile.. is meron bang peeps to make tulong to me outhere? kainis ha! bat naman kasi hirap espelingin ng mga 'to.. may bisaya ba na instructionis dito at dun na lang si aketch mag aral? ayan tuloy naging BUK-ID ako ngayon, kung bakit naman kasi walang lumalabas sa isipan ko na paraan para makuha ko yung gusto sa profile na 'to, punyeras-pulseras lola! sumasakit na talaga ang ulo ko.. ayan tuloy nakagawa ako ng isang magandang (para sa akin lang ha) kodakan sa kwarto ko..wag ka na lang umangal ha..dahil maganda na yan para sa akin! go with the flow ka na lang pwede? hehehehe..

oh ano na? help naman you si ME oh.. pano ba?

Mensahe sa KaLagKaLag

this message i got from my dear Girltalker friend Amen, made me laugh while i was in the middle of Smart's Pay Center along SM... i got embarassed (what else should i feel huh?:) eh knowing me? mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko..bleh!

Amen: Tinatamad ka bang dalawin ang iyong loved ones sa sementeryo?

Text DALAW ON at i-send sa 2366

Sila na mismo ang dadalaw sayo.

Text Na!


ano kaya yun?????

November 1-All Saint's Day

haPPy HaLLoween everyone!

how did you spend your halloween? hmmm... well, for me since i was just the only one left at the house for everybody was out of town and the rest were out of the country, i was online the whole time on halloween eve.. hehehehehe.. Good thing Malls opened at around lunch time so i invited my cousin Hearty to join me invading the crowded place. We went to SM North Edsa just to settle some stuff and headed to Trinoma to watch a movie. (another round for moviehouse!yehey!)

We watched Balls of Fury since Maggie Q, yeah Maggie Q, my husband's Ultimate crush (do you know her?) and the one that i always got jealous with (call me pathetic and stupid, i know i know).. but i like her, actually i got envied of her sexiness, the way she handles herself-so confident and not to mention---a very sexy Fighter! alright,stop that! hmp! back to the movie now, the movie is funny, if you are a Def Leppard die hard fan, you will see in every scene tatak "Def Leppard" with their song of course, it wont be forgotten... its a game movie about "ping-pong" mixed with fun & chinese karate actions (i actually dont know how they call that)

i didnt find it very wonderful movie, its just a so-so for me though had lots of fun scenes but still not that good. the story itself, is different but not fascinating. well, its just me, just my POV.

the halloween that i had was spent mostly at the mall and moviehouse while my husband was on a 24hour duty..tsk tsk tsk.. i know you will have great time after that My ipo.. your turn will be next to mine,LOL..

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

WANTED

i admit im an avid fan of Angelina Jolie (my profile says it so).. just saw her new movie WANTED trailer over yahoo...

hmmmm.. i gotta wait till 2008 to watch it over the big screen... ill be counting days starting today..

here's the link to the movie Wanted trailer.

Enjoy and Happy Halloween everyone!

Safe Cake!


the whole week was crazy for me, its not crazy like im hooked with my job or gettin crazy reading my boring accounting notes, i got crazy for CAKES! particularly those Chocolate Cakes from Red Ribbon (nope, im not advertising, just sharing).

i am sometimes unpredictable, remember those times where i was cravin for wines? i bought wines at that time for the whole week and drink them whenever i wanted to, until one day i immensely took it & got dizzy, from that day on i stopped drinking wines... hehehehe..

so there you go, my cravings with foods! my weird cravings that is...

so for this whole week, its Chocolate Cake, i dont know when will i stopped this, but eventually it will stopped and will change for another cravings, i dont know but i am sometimes or maybe all the times like that, just as i observed by my own self huh...

my insomia started since the time i quit my job, from then on i switched my daytime life into nighttime.. im not a morning person by the way, though i usually woke up as early as 6am no matter what time i went to bed the night before, im still not a morning person, i usually had a hard time bragging myself out from bed.. wait! why am i tellin you this? well, simply because i just want to share what i did with my Cake (yeah this entry that im posting is supposed to be all about Cake), i eat my Cake during wee hours, while im busy browsing everything here at the internet, its always at my side together with a coffee or just an H2O.. and its keepin me awake.. hehehehe..

since its not advisable to bring any sweet foods in our room, and i cant resist myself of eating cake, what i did just to avoid the little (of course they're little ones) red ants to suddenly show up, i put a bowl with water on it on top of it is the cake that i put in a saucer.. that way, little-red-ants wont come along with them even if i will fall asleep.. safe cake!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

acquainted W/ ASC friend

i supposedly has an appointment to my dentist today, but when i called early morning, it will be moved on Sunday, i felt quite mad about it coz this achy tooth that i am feelin right now aint healthy anymore----so what's the use of ponstan (my all-around favorite pain reliever)? got doze of it two days ago from a drug store just to keep away the pain i had or whatever pain i experienced lately..

i received a message from dear-online-new-found-friend from ASC forum, confirming if ill still be able to join them with the scheduled met-ups today at Greenbelt... it was 12 something when i finally sent them text message to the number she gave me, and telling me that met ups will be at 1pm, so i said to myself "ohmygawd! will i be a superman right this very hour?" i couldnt do the rush thing on that, damn! i wish i was a spiderman instead, LOL...

to make this story short, the met-up ended at Trinoma (thank God) but we are only two who showed up, (its a long story, but im not willing to elaborate everything, heheheheh)..

her name is Ghei, mamu Ghei as fondly called by few co-members.. talking to someone who has the same situation with mine is a great help to overcome my worries.. i so remember how she told me about Faith---i definitely was strucked on that, though word by word i cant say things here, but i would say that Faith means a lot and will help you move and hope for the future...

just believe!

No Pok! I tELL yOu...

its so amazing when one of your friends will share with you the happy moments they had online... hehehehehe.. i know some will find this embarrassing, but dont get me wrong, i only got this from youtube, so ill defend myself then, im not the one who obviously originated this... i Find it funny... ill share to you what my Kapz Maki have shared to me too... ready your ears and your eyes peeps!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

aFter FOUR Months!

its been FOUR months that i havent visited my favorite place--MOVIEHOUSE!

and yesterday at long last, was one of the chance for me to drop by, watch Stardust with Fun~

ive been waiting for this movie to comeout, the long wait is over! yeah man, and i love it more than the book.. amazing!

here's one of the lines that i mesmerized when Yvaine spoke to Tristan who became a mouse at that scene.

"You know when I said I knew a little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love.I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars, pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves..you could search to the farthest reaches of the universe and never find anything moe beautiful.So yes, I know that love is unconditional. BUt I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and...what Im trying to say.... is I think I love you. Is this love....? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart...it feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like its trying to escape because it doesnt belong to me anymore. It belongs to you, and if you wanted to, id wish for nothing in exchange-no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you love me too. Just your heart. In exchange of mine"

so if you want to fall inlove again, laugh and cry, watch Stardust, i assure you, You'LL have FUN!

Friday, October 26, 2007

New Family

in my 24 hour online which started yesterday afternoon, ive been searching for some forums that would help us with the situation that we (ipo & i) have right now regarding our paperwork, i registered THREE forums for visa community and other filipino community that matched to my needs and queries. the visajourney , filipinas, & ASC have answered my Qs. I so much glad to be part of the team, for they are not only giving me fuLL iNFos for our needs but have built with each other the so-called FamiLY..

Thanks for welcoming me Guyz...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

So i ThoUgHt

just love sharin this to you G.U.Y.Z. who kept on visiting my blog. HoPe yOu LIKE it..


Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Ipo's Day + GiRLtalkers + Toni's Despidida

lots of things to update.. hehehehe...

ill probably start with how we (my ipo and i) decided to celebrate his birthday.. October 10 of this year, officially adds another year for Charles, since he was on a 24 hour duty at that time, i suggested that ill celebrate his beerday at the house instead of where he was at that time and will call him during the celebration... i invited few of our friends in Manila and gathered during dinner time.. i personally thank my beautiful sister Toni for helping me out with all the preparations and everything after all it was also her despidida party (she went to Las Vegas last Sunday, & will stay there for good)..

second, My co-girltalkers that i met through CebuBisdak thread had a wonderful time last Saturday, whole day! yeah daytime to night-time! i wanted Amen to see the beautiful place Bonhi high-Serendra-MarketMarket (w/c bytheway, my fave mall place) heheheh.. had lunch at Chai at Silk (man! it was expensive), saw Sam Milby after 30-an hour of our stay there, he was at our back (i wanted to invite him to join us but i figured his not alone, tsk tsk--sori Fern)... then experienced Krispy Kreme since its not available in Cebu, the matamis Krispy Kreme that is.. hehehehe..

of course, coffee shouldnt be missed out... the whole afternoon was spent at Starbucks after strollin the whole place including Marketmarket.. and as usual what do girltalkers do? Chitchats to the highest level! heheheheh.. and we didnt even noticed that we stayed there for almost i think four hours.. hahahahhaha... that was the time then that we decided to have picture-kodakan at the Boni high (i love the place during night time).. walked to The Fort Strip and had dinner at Pier One then headed home at 9pm.. the day was full of fun especially with these girltalkers around...

third, we sent Toni (mysistah) to the airport for her departure to LA.. no crying moments allowed! heheheh.. the result? we totally laugh out loud till our instentines will come out from our mouth.. man! it was superb day at the airport.. we had kodakan moments that is so Kulit! Good Luck dear Sistah! i surely goin to miss you.. wala ng magluluto sa akin.. hehehehehe... We'll see each other pa naman there eh!

to sum it all! the week was Superb!

Monday, October 08, 2007

Kapz DaY



my apology to my Kapz Maki for this late post, though i know you are not waiting for this nor expect this to happen, still i apologized.heheheh

Last Week tuesday was My Kapz Maki's Birthday who is now having his residency in Singapore. I sent him text message around 7:00 in the morning..

Me: Happy birthday dear Kapz! Tawag ta ko nimo kaso madedukan man kag apil, kasab-an nya ko nimo bi. Hehe.Happy Beerday Kapz!

(Happy birhtday dear Kapz! i wanted to call you but then you might get mad at me coz you're prepaid card will also be deducted. heheh.. happy beerday kapz!) right after that, he called... heheheheh.. nakalusot na naman ang lola niyo... at may pahabol pa syang text message.. KAPZ: testi ko ha., wabyu...

today

talked to my husband for the whole day (okey, he didnt sleep and as usual i made him stayed awake till wee hour, just please dont snap at me, alright?)hehehehe.. he got a mask courtesy of his friend Lew (thanks Lew for making my husband so happy), its really cool and i envied him of having that.. hahahaha.. so with no second thought, i grabbed my cam and took a pic while he tried that mask.. its like from the 300 movie huh? heheh..




another superb monday for me.

P.S. one of the best company in town called me today to have an interview tomorrow.. i almost fell down when they told me the package and the deal.. hmmmm.. tempting huh? im still thinking if i should get that and oh by the way, i remembered i sent them resume last year.. what the heck?

Sunday, October 07, 2007

today's verse

“[A psalm of David. When he was in the Desert of Judah.] O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water.”- Psalm 63:1

you are my everything and the one that i can hold on to.-fern

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Friday = Coffee Time

My gurl Khrysta have been telling me this brewed coffee served somewhere in SM North that she thought i would love it. Come Friday last week, she invited me to try this coffee that she's been telling me. And to my amaze, i love it! surely it aint a wasted friday that i have.. It was like 8:30 in the evening and i got my first brewed coffee of the day. The coffee shop that she's been telling me is DOTS & MORE located at the garden near Figaro outside SM NOrth Edsa facing the busy EDSA itself. Before i sipped the coffee she reminded that i might not be able to sleep in a couple of hours, and the effect of it will take hours after i drink it all. To my curiosity i just simply took every minute and every sipped i had with the coffee.



The weather wasnt perfect, gloomy cold weather. Minutes after we had conversation with my Gurl, she unexpectedly saw her friend Prudence (which i should say My New Found friend) who at that time were just on the other side of the shop with her friend, we invited them in to our table and have full of chit-chats. We hurriedly went to another place when the big heavy rain came in. Since Figaro was just on the other side, we decided to stay there.

The rain got even mad... hehheh.. the space wasnt good enough for us, good thing we had two umbrellas (imagine? umbrellas at the coffee shop). The night's life didnt stopped there, we had great time, coffee made us awake all the time. The so-called-little-typhoon stopped.

Hmmmm.. well, of course two coffees for the night is not enough, and still the brewed coffee i had at Dots & More keepin me alive. Yes i was hyper. So Khrysta and I decided not to go home yet, instead we'll have another coffee at Starbucks! (bloated sa kape? meron ba nun?heheh) we stayed there till 4 in the morning and headed home and had another coffee.. (that how addicted iam with Coffee, help me resist with this addiction).

COffee night was a great night with Wonderful Friends!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Tuesdays with Morrie


I went to National bookstore yesterday and got the chance to buy books. It was in plan to buy three books-The Alchemist (which ive been longing to have one copy of it, coz i so love the book plus the author Paulo Coelho); Notes from my Travel by Angelina Jolie (which made me really curious about whats inside); and 101 Ways to Spoil my Husband....

Those were supposedly the books that i should have this week, unfortunately, all three were not available. Too bad huh? But that didnt stopped me from buying books of course, i should have to. It was in great time for Mitch Albom's Tuedays with Morrie was available (i was searching for this couple of months ago, but to no avail), it was by-the-way the last copy that the bookstore had. I grabbed that one and added Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes.

Tuesdays with Morrie inspired me a lot of things and a lot of thoughts about Life. I highly recommend this one to everyone. A must-read book that you surely would love and wont stopped reading it. I was in deep thirst while reading this, lots of thoughts came into my mind that Mitch have answered after reading it from cover to cover.

I hope you guys would have the chance to read the book. Kudos to Mitch Albom for the wonderful thesis he made.

Till next time then, gotta read Paulo's Eleven minutes now.. hehehehe.. can't wait to read it right now..

ciao!

Monday, October 01, 2007

verse of the day

“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.”- Proverbs 29:25

i dont have a bible and the only way to get me to the words of God is through here

have a nice gloomy day everyone!

9 words women use


as i was busy talking with my husband online, i saw this in my multiply posted by my online friends. i told one by one to my dear husband and discussed each one on whats his point of those common words used by women.. and damn! he made it all right...( i sure know one thing, you know me a lot My Ipo huh? heheheh)








here are the 9 Words Women Use:

1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. DO NOT do it!!!

5) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statment often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's Okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7) THANKS: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome.

8) WHATEVER: Is a women's way of saying $%#@ YOU!

9) DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, I GOT IT: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's Wrong?" For the woman's response refer to # 3.

hmmmmm.. alright, alright! IM GUILTY.. LOL

Sunday, September 30, 2007

HTML-CSS

alright i know some of you know bout HTML and CSS.. and im so damn clueless with this, just few hours ago, i read infos about this just to change my profile both in my blogspot and multiply. So tired to read for it really didnt catch my interest, or shall i say i found it really hard? hahahahah... this whole techy thingy must be one on top of my list... grrrrrrr...

a new bike, sunday church


just want to post this lang this time.. heheheh.. alright, alright! My charles has a new bike (it aint actually as new as "new" (u know what im saying right?) hehehhe.. a kind friend of charles gave it to him... and whoever you are, i thank you super BIG! hehehehe... for you made a big smile to my husband, you got the heart that is so much kind.. and I know God made this way & definitely has a good purpose. Well, anyway, i am very happy as well, heheheh..

enough with happiness.. there's just something with this bike that made me want it so badly right now! its the same as the bike that Angelina Jolie had in her Tomb Raider Movie ( yeah, it aint same brand, but mind you, it just a li'l bit same as she got, just agree with me alright? LOL) hmmmm.... cant wait to ride that one!


well, so much for that bike thingy :) i skipped from church today hmmm im sad about that, well to those who dont know me that much, i am the kind of person who dont go to church every sunday but im the type of person who Believes in Him in every way... Faith is more important to most of us. (just please dont argue with me why i dont go to church, ok?) we all have our own belief, that is im sure of and i wont questioned whats yours.. But in every way, i know God will be with us all the way...

p.s. got the chance to talk to my ipo online...till almost 4am in Colorado (i know i bugged him all the time to get online, but what shall i do, i terribly miss him)

and oh, wasnt able to read notes for school (ohmygawd!)

to sum it all, my day was great.... hope u guys too..

Thursday, September 27, 2007

drastic change


im adjusting.. yes iam.. for seven years that ive been out from school, i felt like this whole new thing to me are indeed NEW. I failed once, and i dont want that to happen again, i know im not that good in accounting, but im sure and confident of myself that i can do it, hahahah.. conceited???? well anyway, if and only if i cant make it this time, i know there'll be a reason behind that, but i wont stop until i can have the license.. i stopped before due to my brilliant attitude that no one can understand (in other words, a big bummer! faulty fern!) but hey dont fret for i changed, the only constant in this world is change, right? and iv learned a lot.. not just a lot, but a lot lot lot more.. heheheh.. And i know God is there.. Some say its impossible, hmmm...its impossible, yeah i know very impossible for someone like me to have some changes in life.. but thats how life it is..

alright, i sometimes slept when reading notes of accounting.. (the pic serves as proof, my dear sister took me pic while i fall asleep one night in my room) i sometimes got tired, and BORED.. but i think, if i just have to look forward, i know i will be happy with this hardwork... i wont stop, i wont quit, i will and can survive with this, i may dont have moolah like i used to, coz i have a job to support me, but im sure enough that this whole thing that being supported by my husband, is quiet interesting and challenging for me.. heheheheh... God will be there and God will provide. I will keep on prayin and serve him as his wonderful daughter.. My patience is still there, and most especially my Faith & Love... as what Rica Peralejo would always say in her blog in every minute God made a change in our life.. hmmm that just surely made me realize and thought that its true... (for better is what i meant for, ok?) God made wonders i know.. heheheh..

for this i know, i will make it with full force of studying of course, to make myself confident when the time of exam comes and with the help of God above..

ill update it in here when that time comes..

God bless everyone and have a happy weekend... ciao!

Monday, September 24, 2007

My Forever Pillow, My Soldier


My Wonderful Ipo-Charles,

Its been one year, three months that i havent seen you personally & touch every cell in your skin. I know you are doin so well in God's grace, and getting stronger everyday while busy yourself doin the therapy for your leg and patiently working for the hardest job in the world.

"Iam doin okey my Love, coz i have you" are always the great words i hear from you whenever i ask "How are you?" over the phone. And even before i ask you on that, there's always a big smile that i feel from you over that long distance call i always made for you, that giggles me at all times coz i know ur happy when i called. The feeling of knowing that you are happy whenever we talked, really made me feel so special coz it shows how much i mean to you.

I always believe that communication is one best thing to make both lovers stay stronger. And without sharing it with you about that, you communicate with me even without asking you to do it with me. Did you know that, in that little way you made me love you more and more each day? Why? coz that just simply means you love to talk with me, you look forward everyday to talk with me & lastly you made it feel for me that you love me. I felt so warmed that i have someone in this world who feels the same as i felt for him. That someone in the other side of the world makes me believe that his real.

Real? did you remember my dear ipo, on how many times i always asked you the time we both discovered how both our love has developed for the two of us? yeah i know i was totally annoying kept on asking you, but you didnt made me feel that you were annoyed but you just simply say that "im real, and i swear it to you".. Those promises made me trust and believe you even more, coz i have felt that from the time we started talking. And i love you even more now for you are just not real, you are as well genuine.

The Start.. hmmm.. how did we end up us couples? funny it is that we met over yahoo messenger, both strangers, both dont have any ideas with whats with it, but we exactly both love and enjoying every minute of it. I remember it was mid of December in the year 2002, that i was curious with your yahoo id, where at that time i was so damn bored exchanging notes and messages to those boring peeps online. You, yes YOU! made me feel that people online are not boring.. hahahhaha.. but you are just the only person that i known online who is not boring... why? coz u are smarter than anybody else. you talked a lot.... you said a lot... you whispered a lot... in those times that we both didnt agreed but only in our minds that we are goin to get online and talked during weekends, sunday here, saturday evening there... hmmmm.. wasnt it great that the Lord Above made ways for us to talk? and yet suddenly after few months of talking as "close-online-friends", the time has changed. You were deployed to Iraq and Our conversation had suddenly gone.

I was not happy with that situation coz i have loved talking with you even if we didnt hear each other's voice, even if you treated me as just a friend online.. I thought by then, sad to say, you are dead and now in God's hands due to the deadliest war you have been.

I never had forgotten you, coz you were in my mind, i prayed for you to the Lord above that he will forever guide you with him.

Months after that, i was attached with somebody special to my heart, and my thoughts of you have vanished. I was inlove, young at heart at that time, inlove to the point that i lost love to myself which lead me to lost everything, my family, my wonderful career & myself. I was all by myself then, searching for my own soul to heal everything and repair what has to be repair. But after that stupid love i had with that man, i was depressed. But with that depression, God is the only person that im so attached with, to give me strenght, to give me someone who would love me unconditionally and willing to accept me as WHO IAM.

After years or months, I never thought that God seriously took my request. He gave me YOU. Its so amazing that i saw you online and was so shocked that you were online on that Saturday afternoon while i was overtime at work. For all ive known, you were already dead. I didnt expect that to happened. Without second thoughts, i send message to you with a simple "Hi". Minutes after that, you replied, and you amazed me with your response, a long message telling me everything and anything to let me know that you still remember me... I never expect that kind of message coz with just my simple 'Hi', you remembered a lot, and you were happy i finally contacted you...

Every first greetings i have with you, every single word i sent you, you amazed me with your wonderful responses. I know by then, that God made ways for us to be happy and finally will say what has to say and felt for each other.

My dear ipo, the love we have is so amazing, you were the least person i expected to be my husband. The person i never expect who will love me unconditionally. But God works for us. God is so good for giving me the perfect Man i ever wanted. And that im proud that YOU repaired my life, let me search my soul, give me freedom, understands me even in my stupidiest thoughts & actions, you made me get back to whom i am coz of the precious Love you gave me.

I love you my Charles, and always remember, i will be forever a proud Mrs Ferna Mae Scarce.

Your undying love, your hope and your faith for us made me feel stronger everyday without you by my side. You made long distance relationship works for us, with God to guide to make this all happen.

My Forever Pillow, you are my special someone just for me.

Friday, September 07, 2007

ill be missin the corporate world


its not the end, but a wonderful beginning for me (hopefully)... today, i bid bye bye to p&g... after more than a month of tendering my resignation, my PMs had finally signed my papers (all is cleared now, yahoo!)

i felt bad for ill be missing everybody there, (esp. that invader in my candid pic, my co-rockstar Sands) for all them have brought meaning to my life in different aspects. Ive known different people in just one floor, there's a rockstar, there's a sentimental, a very-sensitive dork (guess who am talkin to?), a very patient one, ah basta iba iba ugali nila, but in spite of the differences we all have, we still remain as friends & support each other, though lots of problem occurred, especially in our job that is all the time "on-the'go!" & a little bit like a doctor who is "on-call", i cannot share what kind of work we all have, but i surely will say, i have a wonderful experience in p&g not just in my field but coordinating with people too. I've learned a lot, to be inititiave, to be energetic, get motivated & to dream high.

I will miss the corporate world, but i know this aint gonna be the last, but just a beginning for me to climb the highest mountain. (tama kaya ang pinagsasabi ko? bobo pa naman ako sa english, hahahahah)