seLF deFense

i couldnt forget those times wherein i was rubbed just right after a week that i came over here in Manila. Not just once but couple of times. I heard people complaining bout how these traumatic people were acting. I thought, having a good time at the house is SAFE rather than to go out & met those rubbers, theives & so on... but i was wrong, it was our second time that our small apartment was attempted by theives or simply called "akyat bahay gang" to enter into our place. Last Sunday, was another time that they played with us, another strategy made by fakers. Who the hell would ring the bell of our house at 3am and telling lies or stories to us? like they looked for somebody else who we didnt know? and tell us that there's emergency or something? Damn! only fake ones will do.. Good thing, we detected them right after they entered the compound or else they will have the chance to get everything we have or worst is they might kill us. I really am so mad at them!

I know they were not the only person involved in this plan, cause at that same time, the house on the other road was rubbed, nothing was left, i felt sorry for that to them. So,i know they will come back again & will do another plan just to get into our house or anyone's house in the place.

Self-Defense... im a woman but im not afraid to fight. I dont even had the experience to have a real gun, but i know how to handle it. I was afraid, yes i was! but if we will remain to fear on this bullshit people roaming around and play with us? that i wont let to happen, im gonna be as brave as hell!

Now, before i went off to bed, i made sure that everything are all at my side, contacts for designated person to call when emergency like this will come, a knife, a teargas, a boiling water, and a rosary to keep me and the rest of us here safe.

I dont know why they are doin this to us, but i will make it sure that everything will be safe! so be aware that the place we live in is not SAFE!... especially here in the crowded place called Manila.