i missed a lot

the word "busy woman" have already sinked into me. i still have no rest, been working like 24/7 due to the unexpected maternity leave of my team leader. though we are two who handles the team right now, and yet it isn't enough. i understand now the pressures that my TL had encountered, it isnt really easy, though a lot of my team members said that im good in handling pressures coz it seemed that im not getting affected and yet i still have solved the problems we've been encountering. im flattered on that, really i am flattered on that, but whooooooooohooowoooo! it aint easy..

i have balanced (i think) both work and life, yes just this week, i've mingled few of my co-officemates, we watched movies, we drank (i only did for one bottle ok?) and we chatted long hours, sometimes that drived me crazy coz we went home early morning and had to wake up two hours after, imagine sleeping like two hours and work after that? but im happy on that for there's no room for any nonsense matters that disturbed my mind over and over again.

so i guess this is what God wants me--- TO BE ME! :) to keep myself busy, to experience a lot in my career and to bold my mind and pour my knowledge a lot of things that i dont know yet. Honestly..... im well and im so happy being ME.