i really thank you guyz

......thank you guyz for the prayers, u all are good friends talaga.. hehehehe. & most especially to my family, who were there all the way. Charles operation went well, though syempre he still needs a 30day recovery, but im sure with the help of his everyday therapy he will be okey.

worries

im super dooper worried tonight.. charles will have his operation, well, on going nga ngayon, di ako makatulog, sobrang alala ako... syempre ang layo ko kaya sa kanya tapos wala man lang nag-aalaga for him.. sino ba namang hindi magwoworry niyan.. kainis na embassy eto hindi man lang approve yung request ng asawa ko to be there with him kahit 30days.. bullshit talaga! hahay... i know God will be there with him.. and is there with him.. i keep on prayin..ngayon lang ako sobrang stressed at sobrang nag iisip..

Stardust by Neil Gaiman (now a movie)

Its now a movie!!!.... woohoo! i cant wait for this movie to come out.. just to let you know that ive been waiting for this movie..hehehehe...

the zombie's thoughts at this wee hour

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10 more working days to go & ill be finally out from the corporate world

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My loving husband Charles will have his leg operation on August 1st, please...please include it in your prayers, it'll help a lot... thanks-thanks!

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Im still awake (at 4am) and its like almost a month that ive been like this every weekends.

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My bestfriend Khyrsta had her first day at work in Citibank.

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Watched last Monday Die Hard 4--- John Mclane is hard to kill...

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Been patient lately

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in love with Ninja (our super cat!)

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intimidated with the one who's goin to replace me, a CPA (whoooooooooow)

harry potter week?

harry potter week for most of my friends.... yeah i know,i havent bought one... heheheh.. i cant afford to have that this time.. while all of them busy with the book, i, on the other hand busy scanning and reading accounting ones & oh! got a new book from SM by Anne Fisher..heheh.. wala akong sleep niyan ha..

Transformers Rocks!

TRANSFORMER! just saw the movie last sat with khrysta at Trinoma... it really rocks! Awesome! i think this is the best film that Michael Bay did.. heheheh.. kudos to you Michael Bay... and im goin to watch it again.. looking for someone to accompany me....

resignation

at long last, i finally had the chance to fixed it with our SPOC today regarding my resignation. For the third time, she accepted it (abay, dapat lang wala na syang magawa)... so im relieved na rin... i can now concentrate with my review although half of me is saddened with this for i love staying in that company and i wont be having any extra moolah na (huhuhuhuhu)... wish me luck for the upcoming board exam...

moody me..

the time i woke up early today, my mind was driving me crazy agreeing with my lazy body to not goin to school today... and they won about it.. craziness & laziness striked me again.. and i dont like to feel like this.. my twelve hour class today was missed which simply means i messed... oh no... ive been thinking today i whole day that is, i have to choose between my job and my review.. its not easy to quit either one and of course i want to have a name in the future.. im confused right now, i dont want to quit my job coz of course i need moolah.. but, its really hard to cope things up with my review if i wont quit... help me help me Lord...

weirdest craves

its late at night and im cravin for wines!

while reading some boring accounting notes i got dehydrated (is that the term?) & suddenly thinkin and wanting some wines.. and oh my mind agreed with what my mouth wants---A sweet taste wine Novelino (i dont know the exact one, my apologies).. why the hell im cravin for it right now? tsk tsk... i couldnt say that im cravin for it coz im pregnant coz obviously im not.. well wish me luck to find one at the open store at this wee hour.. gotta go and grab one!

yes im into it

2 Corinthians 5:17

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!


**come to think of it... i admit im not into reading the bible nor reading it by heart... but sometimes cycle of life changed-it could be for better or worse, the two way thing... i attended the second fellowship tonight with few of my friends, actually joyz was the one who invited me (she's been inviting me a lot of times since then but i always refused.. and very thankful for God had given me Joyz for this..

well anyway, the verse, i do believe that old once should be forgotten for there will always be new one to come..

ennui

im tired, im bored and i dont like to work.. whew!.. seems like today i just would like to sit at the coffee table and have to read about accounting so i can catch up everything this coming weekend class and that i can understand everything for our exam is fast approachin.. hahay! buhay! i really dunno what to do now... boss is not around (she's in convention), im bored in browsing bout everything over the net.. so damn bored.. can anybody help me kill my boredom?

quotable quote

"Because I am a bad girl, people always automatically think that I am a bad girl. Or that I carry a dark secret with me or that I'm obsessed with death. The truth is that I am probably the least morbid person one can meet. If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do."
-Angelina Jolie



the highly intelligent eccentric one of a kind woman that most people hate that i love so much will remain the best for me no matter what... i idolized her in everything, this quote that i got from her made me realize about life..

when tardiness knocks

just wantin to split this out to you guys.. when we're tired or indolent to wake up early and work.. i so can relate this..

ANO ANG DAPAT GAWIN KUNG TINATAMAD KANG MAGTRABAHO ?

A. Una ay umabsent.

1. Kapag umiikot na kaagad sa katawan mo ang katamaran pagkagising pa lang sa umaga ay mag-isip ka na kaagad ng palusot kung bakit ka aabsent. Paalala: dapat ay memoryado mo ang mga dahilang nagamit mo na dati (tip: gumawa ng isang logbook) ng sa gayon ay hindi ka parang sirang plakang nag-uulit lang lagi ng rason ng di pagpasok. Alalahanin na tuso din ang mga bossing.

2. Kapag nakaisip ka na ng magandang dahilan ay agad mag-text o tumawag sa bossing mo, the earlier the better. Kung ayaw mo ng madaming tanong e mag-text ka at kung nais mo namang tumawag ay siguraduhin mong magaling kang umarte kagaya ng kung ikaw ay kunwaring me sakit ay umubo ka ng paunti-unti habang kinakausap ang bossing mo.

3. Matapos mag-text/tumawag ay bumalik sa higaan at magplano ka na ng gusto mong gawin sa buong araw. Malaking posibilidad na magtutulog ka lang buong araw. Sya nga pala, kapag tumawag ang opisina sa kalagitnaan ng araw, laging tandaan ang rasong ginamit (consistent ka dapat), maaari namang i-off mo na lang ang phone mo para hindi ka maistorbo buong araw.

BABALA: Siguraduhing regular ka na sa kumpanyang pinagtratrabahuhan kung ikaw ay mag-aabsent.

B. Pangalawa ay pumasok

Eto ang dapat gawin ng mga empleyado kapag tinatamad magtrabaho pero ayaw umabsent. Ang mga taong ito ay nuknukan ng kapal ng mukha. Ang mga sumusunod na instructions ay napakasimple pero effective. Meron ding oras na nakatakda, magsisismula ng alas ocho ng umaga at magtatapos ng alas singko ng hapon.

1. Pumasok ng sakto sa oras. Huwag kang male-late at huwag ka din namang excited masyado. 8:00

2. Pagdating mo sa opisina ay ilapag mo lang kaagad ang gamit mo sa lamesa at magtungo kaagad sa pantry. Magtimpla ng kape o kung anuman ang iniinom mo pag umaga. Habang nasaloob ay makipag-usap sa mga tao doon, patagalin mo ang usapan (tip: pag-usapan ang mga headline ngayong araw o mga nangyari kahapon sa loob ng opisina). Kung walang tao sa pantry ay mag-yaya ka ng kasama bago pa man pumasok doon. 8:00-8:30

3. Matapos sa pantry ay magtungo na sa lamesa mo dala-dala pa din ang kape, ito ay para hindi ka antukin buong araw. Buksan ang computer. Matapos nito ay buksan ang mailbox mo. Basahin ang mga email…mapabago man o luma. Buksan lahat ng pedeng buksang attachments, makakabuti ito sa pagpapatagal ng oras. O kaya naman ay mag-email ka sa mga kakilala mong matagal mo ng di nakakamusta. Kapag di ka pa nakuntento ay gawing chat ang email (ito ay sa kadahilanang banned na ang halos lahat ng messengers sa mga kompanya…pati google talk di pinalagpas, mga hayop na IT yan). Pano? Mag-email ka sa kakilala mong alam mong merong access sa internet sa mga oras na yon tapos antayin ang reply…wholla! Instant chat session. Sya nga pala, habang ginagawa ang mga nasataas ay huwag makakalimot inumin ang kape..lalamig ito. 8:30-9:30

3. Matapos ang makabuluhag paggamit ng computer ay magdala ng mga papel-papel at magtungo sa kung saan mo man nais. Mas maganda kung mukha kang aborido hawak ang mga props mo habang papaalis ng lamesa, ito ay para sabihin ng bossing mo sampu ng kasamahan mo sa trabaho na busy ka lagi. Magtungo sa ibang department na me kakilala at makipag-usap ng kung anu-ano. 9:30-10:00

4. Tignan mo nga naman. Alas dies na! Break time na ulit! Pagkatapos mag-lamyerda sa ibang department ay magtungo ulit sa puwesto at ibaba ang mga scratch paper na props. Dalhin ang tasa sa pantry at magtimpla ulit ng panibagong kape, libre ang kape kaya magtimpla ka lang ng magtimpla. Magtungo sa labas kung ikaw ay nag-yoyosi kung di naman ay manatili sa pantry at makipag-usap ka na lang sa mga tao doon. 10:00-10:15

5. Pagkatapos ng break ay bumalik sa lamesa at humarap sa computer (huwag ng magdala ng kape sa lamesa…tama na ang nainom mo, sisikmurain ka na sa sobrang gahaman). Tapos ka na sa mga emails mo, ngayon naman ay mag-internet ka na lang ng kung anik-anik. Pero bago mag-internet ay magbukas ka muna ng office document kahit wala kang balak gawin ang mga ito, makakatulong ang documentong ito mamya. Tapos ay mag-internet ka na. Paalala: dapat ay alerto ka sa mga tao sa paligid mo, kapag alam mong me padating pindutin ang ALT at TAB ng sabay. Ito ay para makapunta sa office document na binuksan mo kanina. Kung mabagal ang iyong reflexes ay dapat mabilis ka sa paggamit ng mouse para ma-click mo agad sa taskbar ung documentong nasabi. Kapag na-master mo na ang technique na ito ay di na mapapansin ng bossing mo na nag-iinternet ka lang sa mga oras na ito. 10:15-12:00

6. Tamana muna ang computer. Lunch break na! Alam mo na ang dapat gawin. 12:00-1:00

7. Pagkatapos kumain ay gawin ulit ang #5. Habang gingawa ito ay maglabas ulit ng mga scratch papers na para bang me hinahanap. Tandaan na dapat seryoso ang mukha mo habang gingawa ang mga ito (tip: ikunot ang noo para makakuha ng mukhang seryoso). 1:00-3:00

8. Break time na ulit. Ang bilis nga naman ng oras. Hala..punta na ulit sa pantry. Maaari ka na ulit mag-kape at makipag-chikahan. 3:00-3:15

9. Bumalik sa lamesa at guluhin ito sa pamamagitan ng paglabas ng sandamakmak na mga papel. Tapos ay gawin ulit and #5. Tignan ang oras sa computer mo. Kung 4:30 na ay simulan mo ng ayusin ang ginulong lamesa. Mag-ayos ayos ka na din ng sarili. Kung kasing kapal ng adobe ang mukha mo ay magtungo ka ulit sa pantry para mag-kape (tandaan na dapat me kasama sa pantry) o kaya naman ay gawin ang #3. Matapos ang lahat ng ito ay umuwi ka na, para mo ng awa…wala ka na ngang silbi ay nangdadamay ka pa ng iba sa katamaran mo. 3:15-5:00

BABALA: Wag mong ipapabasa ito sa bossing mo kung ayaw mong mawalan ka ng trabaho.

discrimination

discrimination? how would you defined that word? i hate to tell people on what its all about for i hate to feel bein discriminated... shit came today again at work when i had all these reports and a little argument occurred between me and lets say one-of-the-best-by-his-own-belief-supervisor.. damn! though i know i should respect my superior but when they arent in the right track, i fight for my right.. now, why discrimination? coz they always made us feel that way, coz they always made us feel and let us know everyday that they came from one of the best universities in the country.. but to heck with which school you came from? bullshit happens in our office because of the way they are treatin their subordinates--if they want us to respect them, then let that respect starts from their own... iv been thinking about this too, why are there some people like that? they should be thankful for themselves for havin a great job and that thanks their subordinates for helpin them in everything and thanking them for the job well done instead of fighting with them.. they sucks! it made me hate my day today... darn....

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers in the whole wide world! And to two of the best Father, Our Pa, Peter Fernandez and our Dad, John Scarce.



Charles, Moi & Papa Peter during our wedding.






Charles with Dad John during Charles Purple Hearts Award.

waitin'

i got pissed off this afternoon right after we took our 30-minute lunch break.. i hurriedly went to Ever Gotesco and took a take-out of Sushi and Gyoza with rice at Kitaro (yes thats how i always do, the appetizer with rice) and planned to eat at the review room so that i can catch up the 12:30pm class.... and guess what? the reviewer for the next class was ssssssssuuuuupppppeeeeeerrrrr late! dumating ng 2pm.. damn! eh if i only knew that he will came in late i wouldnt done anything like that na super bilis ko pang maglakad para lang makaabot... im too impatient when it comes to that... before, when i was young, even in my early twentys, i didnt care much with time.. but now, im so careful & strict with time (nahawa ata ako sa asawa ko eh)... eventually, our reviewers' reason was fair enough--ang lakas nga naman ng ulan pero kahit na di ba? bwisit talaga !

dead tired

finally got enrolled this morning for a weekend class for cpa review.. and i was dead tired for right after i got enrolled i attended the class (for today was our first day) my schedule by the way is from 7am till 9pm in the evening every saturday and sundays.. oh my! and on my first day? im so tired.. nyey! i wonder if i can make the exam on october with this hectic sched that i have, work during weekdays and attend review class on weekends... i never thought of this but i wanna take the review class for better or for worse.. and guess what?today officially marks the first year of me and charles bein married... Happy Anniversary To Us My Loving Ipo! I cant wait for my presents.. heheheh.. I Love You So Much My Ipo & I Miss You A Lot! MWAH!

stressed?

i think im stressed (i just thought of like that) my hyperacidity hits up again this morning at the office so i immediately grabbed Maalox at Mercury Drug along Glorietta. So that stomach pain was due to stress (and i still have it till now) i know its the cause.. grrr... im stressed coz of ill be enrolling in zero based accounting review class and damn! im not yet enrolled till now when in fact class will start tomorrow June 16 which is by the way our First Year Wedding Anniversary (so please greet us..heheh) so here iam.. still stressin.. and im not prepared with everything no notebooks, books, any supplies to start the class (am i really goin to class?) and another thing, i still dont have moolah to pay the tuition (calling my ipo! heheheh) or ill just use mine? oh my! waaaaaaa... wait! i dont hav a calculator? i just remembered while im writing here... oh shit! am i okey? im stressin... really stressin... grrrrrrrrrrrrr

ang sarap pag Libre!

gusto ko lang sabihin sa inyo na ang saya saya ko kanina dahil nakasave ako ng 28pesos today.... free ride sa MRT-back and forth... yun lang! waaaaaaa.... mahal ko na ata si GMA sa araw na to dahil sa ginawa niya..

two nights before Ayee's departure

ayee's goin to US this comin sunday, and im goin to miss her.. my kapwa-taurean is goin to leave philippines for good.. im so very happy for you Ayee babes... her last two nights stay before goin to US we spent it at boni high street, but before that had dinner with Ems at Red ribbon and headed to boni right after.. finally, Ayee had the chance to experience Brothers burger (and me too!), it was one of her plan before movin to US. Good to hear that BB has availabe strawberry shake for i was cravin that the day before.. heheheh.. yummy burger and lovin their french fries though it costs 50pesos pero sulit naman. To My dear Ayee, have a happy and safe trip! Mamimiss ka namin... we'll met in colorado ha.. hehehe..