today

talked to my husband for the whole day (okey, he didnt sleep and as usual i made him stayed awake till wee hour, just please dont snap at me, alright?)hehehehe.. he got a mask courtesy of his friend Lew (thanks Lew for making my husband so happy), its really cool and i envied him of having that.. hahahaha.. so with no second thought, i grabbed my cam and took a pic while he tried that mask.. its like from the 300 movie huh? heheh..




another superb monday for me.

P.S. one of the best company in town called me today to have an interview tomorrow.. i almost fell down when they told me the package and the deal.. hmmmm.. tempting huh? im still thinking if i should get that and oh by the way, i remembered i sent them resume last year.. what the heck?

today's verse

“[A psalm of David. When he was in the Desert of Judah.] O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water.”- Psalm 63:1

you are my everything and the one that i can hold on to.-fern

Friday = Coffee Time

My gurl Khrysta have been telling me this brewed coffee served somewhere in SM North that she thought i would love it. Come Friday last week, she invited me to try this coffee that she's been telling me. And to my amaze, i love it! surely it aint a wasted friday that i have.. It was like 8:30 in the evening and i got my first brewed coffee of the day. The coffee shop that she's been telling me is DOTS & MORE located at the garden near Figaro outside SM NOrth Edsa facing the busy EDSA itself. Before i sipped the coffee she reminded that i might not be able to sleep in a couple of hours, and the effect of it will take hours after i drink it all. To my curiosity i just simply took every minute and every sipped i had with the coffee.



The weather wasnt perfect, gloomy cold weather. Minutes after we had conversation with my Gurl, she unexpectedly saw her friend Prudence (which i should say My New Found friend) who at that time were just on the other side of the shop with her friend, we invited them in to our table and have full of chit-chats. We hurriedly went to another place when the big heavy rain came in. Since Figaro was just on the other side, we decided to stay there.

The rain got even mad... hehheh.. the space wasnt good enough for us, good thing we had two umbrellas (imagine? umbrellas at the coffee shop). The night's life didnt stopped there, we had great time, coffee made us awake all the time. The so-called-little-typhoon stopped.

Hmmmm.. well, of course two coffees for the night is not enough, and still the brewed coffee i had at Dots & More keepin me alive. Yes i was hyper. So Khrysta and I decided not to go home yet, instead we'll have another coffee at Starbucks! (bloated sa kape? meron ba nun?heheh) we stayed there till 4 in the morning and headed home and had another coffee.. (that how addicted iam with Coffee, help me resist with this addiction).

COffee night was a great night with Wonderful Friends!

Tuesdays with Morrie

I went to National bookstore yesterday and got the chance to buy books. It was in plan to buy three books-The Alchemist (which ive been longing to have one copy of it, coz i so love the book plus the author Paulo Coelho); Notes from my Travel by Angelina Jolie (which made me really curious about whats inside); and 101 Ways to Spoil my Husband....

Those were supposedly the books that i should have this week, unfortunately, all three were not available. Too bad huh? But that didnt stopped me from buying books of course, i should have to. It was in great time for Mitch Albom's Tuedays with Morrie was available (i was searching for this couple of months ago, but to no avail), it was by-the-way the last copy that the bookstore had. I grabbed that one and added Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes.

Tuesdays with Morrie inspired me a lot of things and a lot of thoughts about Life. I highly recommend this one to everyone. A must-read book that you surely would love and wont stopped reading it. I was in deep thirst while reading this, lots of thoughts came into my mind that Mitch have answered after reading it from cover to cover.

I hope you guys would have the chance to read the book. Kudos to Mitch Albom for the wonderful thesis he made.

Till next time then, gotta read Paulo's Eleven minutes now.. hehehehe.. can't wait to read it right now..

ciao!

verse of the day

“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.”- Proverbs 29:25

i dont have a bible and the only way to get me to the words of God is through here

have a nice gloomy day everyone!

9 words women use

as i was busy talking with my husband online, i saw this in my multiply posted by my online friends. i told one by one to my dear husband and discussed each one on whats his point of those common words used by women.. and damn! he made it all right...( i sure know one thing, you know me a lot My Ipo huh? heheheh)








here are the 9 Words Women Use:

1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. DO NOT do it!!!

5) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statment often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's Okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7) THANKS: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome.

8) WHATEVER: Is a women's way of saying $%#@ YOU!

9) DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, I GOT IT: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's Wrong?" For the woman's response refer to # 3.

hmmmmm.. alright, alright! IM GUILTY.. LOL

HTML-CSS

alright i know some of you know bout HTML and CSS.. and im so damn clueless with this, just few hours ago, i read infos about this just to change my profile both in my blogspot and multiply. So tired to read for it really didnt catch my interest, or shall i say i found it really hard? hahahahah... this whole techy thingy must be one on top of my list... grrrrrrr...

a new bike, sunday church

just want to post this lang this time.. heheheh.. alright, alright! My charles has a new bike (it aint actually as new as "new" (u know what im saying right?) hehehhe.. a kind friend of charles gave it to him... and whoever you are, i thank you super BIG! hehehehe... for you made a big smile to my husband, you got the heart that is so much kind.. and I know God made this way & definitely has a good purpose. Well, anyway, i am very happy as well, heheheh..

enough with happiness.. there's just something with this bike that made me want it so badly right now! its the same as the bike that Angelina Jolie had in her Tomb Raider Movie ( yeah, it aint same brand, but mind you, it just a li'l bit same as she got, just agree with me alright? LOL) hmmmm.... cant wait to ride that one!


well, so much for that bike thingy :) i skipped from church today hmmm im sad about that, well to those who dont know me that much, i am the kind of person who dont go to church every sunday but im the type of person who Believes in Him in every way... Faith is more important to most of us. (just please dont argue with me why i dont go to church, ok?) we all have our own belief, that is im sure of and i wont questioned whats yours.. But in every way, i know God will be with us all the way...

p.s. got the chance to talk to my ipo online...till almost 4am in Colorado (i know i bugged him all the time to get online, but what shall i do, i terribly miss him)

and oh, wasnt able to read notes for school (ohmygawd!)

to sum it all, my day was great.... hope u guys too..

drastic change

im adjusting.. yes iam.. for seven years that ive been out from school, i felt like this whole new thing to me are indeed NEW. I failed once, and i dont want that to happen again, i know im not that good in accounting, but im sure and confident of myself that i can do it, hahahah.. conceited???? well anyway, if and only if i cant make it this time, i know there'll be a reason behind that, but i wont stop until i can have the license.. i stopped before due to my brilliant attitude that no one can understand (in other words, a big bummer! faulty fern!) but hey dont fret for i changed, the only constant in this world is change, right? and iv learned a lot.. not just a lot, but a lot lot lot more.. heheheh.. And i know God is there.. Some say its impossible, hmmm...its impossible, yeah i know very impossible for someone like me to have some changes in life.. but thats how life it is..

alright, i sometimes slept when reading notes of accounting.. (the pic serves as proof, my dear sister took me pic while i fall asleep one night in my room) i sometimes got tired, and BORED.. but i think, if i just have to look forward, i know i will be happy with this hardwork... i wont stop, i wont quit, i will and can survive with this, i may dont have moolah like i used to, coz i have a job to support me, but im sure enough that this whole thing that being supported by my husband, is quiet interesting and challenging for me.. heheheheh... God will be there and God will provide. I will keep on prayin and serve him as his wonderful daughter.. My patience is still there, and most especially my Faith & Love... as what Rica Peralejo would always say in her blog in every minute God made a change in our life.. hmmm that just surely made me realize and thought that its true... (for better is what i meant for, ok?) God made wonders i know.. heheheh..

for this i know, i will make it with full force of studying of course, to make myself confident when the time of exam comes and with the help of God above..

ill update it in here when that time comes..

God bless everyone and have a happy weekend... ciao!

My Forever Pillow, My Soldier

My Wonderful Ipo-Charles,

Its been one year, three months that i havent seen you personally & touch every cell in your skin. I know you are doin so well in God's grace, and getting stronger everyday while busy yourself doin the therapy for your leg and patiently working for the hardest job in the world.

"Iam doin okey my Love, coz i have you" are always the great words i hear from you whenever i ask "How are you?" over the phone. And even before i ask you on that, there's always a big smile that i feel from you over that long distance call i always made for you, that giggles me at all times coz i know ur happy when i called. The feeling of knowing that you are happy whenever we talked, really made me feel so special coz it shows how much i mean to you.

I always believe that communication is one best thing to make both lovers stay stronger. And without sharing it with you about that, you communicate with me even without asking you to do it with me. Did you know that, in that little way you made me love you more and more each day? Why? coz that just simply means you love to talk with me, you look forward everyday to talk with me & lastly you made it feel for me that you love me. I felt so warmed that i have someone in this world who feels the same as i felt for him. That someone in the other side of the world makes me believe that his real.

Real? did you remember my dear ipo, on how many times i always asked you the time we both discovered how both our love has developed for the two of us? yeah i know i was totally annoying kept on asking you, but you didnt made me feel that you were annoyed but you just simply say that "im real, and i swear it to you".. Those promises made me trust and believe you even more, coz i have felt that from the time we started talking. And i love you even more now for you are just not real, you are as well genuine.

The Start.. hmmm.. how did we end up us couples? funny it is that we met over yahoo messenger, both strangers, both dont have any ideas with whats with it, but we exactly both love and enjoying every minute of it. I remember it was mid of December in the year 2002, that i was curious with your yahoo id, where at that time i was so damn bored exchanging notes and messages to those boring peeps online. You, yes YOU! made me feel that people online are not boring.. hahahhaha.. but you are just the only person that i known online who is not boring... why? coz u are smarter than anybody else. you talked a lot.... you said a lot... you whispered a lot... in those times that we both didnt agreed but only in our minds that we are goin to get online and talked during weekends, sunday here, saturday evening there... hmmmm.. wasnt it great that the Lord Above made ways for us to talk? and yet suddenly after few months of talking as "close-online-friends", the time has changed. You were deployed to Iraq and Our conversation had suddenly gone.

I was not happy with that situation coz i have loved talking with you even if we didnt hear each other's voice, even if you treated me as just a friend online.. I thought by then, sad to say, you are dead and now in God's hands due to the deadliest war you have been.

I never had forgotten you, coz you were in my mind, i prayed for you to the Lord above that he will forever guide you with him.

Months after that, i was attached with somebody special to my heart, and my thoughts of you have vanished. I was inlove, young at heart at that time, inlove to the point that i lost love to myself which lead me to lost everything, my family, my wonderful career & myself. I was all by myself then, searching for my own soul to heal everything and repair what has to be repair. But after that stupid love i had with that man, i was depressed. But with that depression, God is the only person that im so attached with, to give me strenght, to give me someone who would love me unconditionally and willing to accept me as WHO IAM.

After years or months, I never thought that God seriously took my request. He gave me YOU. Its so amazing that i saw you online and was so shocked that you were online on that Saturday afternoon while i was overtime at work. For all ive known, you were already dead. I didnt expect that to happened. Without second thoughts, i send message to you with a simple "Hi". Minutes after that, you replied, and you amazed me with your response, a long message telling me everything and anything to let me know that you still remember me... I never expect that kind of message coz with just my simple 'Hi', you remembered a lot, and you were happy i finally contacted you...

Every first greetings i have with you, every single word i sent you, you amazed me with your wonderful responses. I know by then, that God made ways for us to be happy and finally will say what has to say and felt for each other.

My dear ipo, the love we have is so amazing, you were the least person i expected to be my husband. The person i never expect who will love me unconditionally. But God works for us. God is so good for giving me the perfect Man i ever wanted. And that im proud that YOU repaired my life, let me search my soul, give me freedom, understands me even in my stupidiest thoughts & actions, you made me get back to whom i am coz of the precious Love you gave me.

I love you my Charles, and always remember, i will be forever a proud Mrs Ferna Mae Scarce.

Your undying love, your hope and your faith for us made me feel stronger everyday without you by my side. You made long distance relationship works for us, with God to guide to make this all happen.

My Forever Pillow, you are my special someone just for me.

ill be missin the corporate world

its not the end, but a wonderful beginning for me (hopefully)... today, i bid bye bye to p&g... after more than a month of tendering my resignation, my PMs had finally signed my papers (all is cleared now, yahoo!)

i felt bad for ill be missing everybody there, (esp. that invader in my candid pic, my co-rockstar Sands) for all them have brought meaning to my life in different aspects. Ive known different people in just one floor, there's a rockstar, there's a sentimental, a very-sensitive dork (guess who am talkin to?), a very patient one, ah basta iba iba ugali nila, but in spite of the differences we all have, we still remain as friends & support each other, though lots of problem occurred, especially in our job that is all the time "on-the'go!" & a little bit like a doctor who is "on-call", i cannot share what kind of work we all have, but i surely will say, i have a wonderful experience in p&g not just in my field but coordinating with people too. I've learned a lot, to be inititiave, to be energetic, get motivated & to dream high.

I will miss the corporate world, but i know this aint gonna be the last, but just a beginning for me to climb the highest mountain. (tama kaya ang pinagsasabi ko? bobo pa naman ako sa english, hahahahah)

Si Fern Tamad

hay naku umiiral na naman ang aking katamaran...

two days na akong di nag aaral, to think malapit na ang exam at dami ko pang dapit intindihin.. ano ba eto! at hindi lang yan, sobrang tamad ko na rin sa bahay.. gusto ko nilulutuan ako, siniserbesyoan (excuse my spelling, cebuana ako eh, LOL)...ano ba etetch fern... kupad mo pa! grrrrrrrrr....

i hate myself when i got the feeling of sssuuuupppppeerrr llllaaaazzzyyyy.... yeah, i sometimes act like that and felt bored at myself which opt me to freeze and do nothing.. kainis di ba? i just dont know if you guyz felt the same feelings that i had.. maybe im gonna be okey.. pero ewan ko nga lang.. its almost 2am na nga ngayon eh eto at im still staring at the pc doing nothing, thinking nothing.... ay ewan! but i only have this feeling pag nasa house lang ako... but when i go out syempre sa school and office lang naman ang tambayan ko di ba.. parang energetic ako.. pero ngayon which it started pala just these few days, eh naging Juan tamad na ako.. ano ba? naiinis na ako sa ganitong karamdaman... grrrrrrr.. help me to resist with this please...

My Josh!

before i go on.. i would like to say ILOVEYOU my charles before you get mad at me in posting this.. heheheheh..

yeah yeah yeah my husband's getting paranoid when i speak of Josh Hartnett, one of the ultimate crush that i have. i dont know why but his one of the man in the world with oozzzziiiinnnnggggg personality, okey lets just say charles has more of that (so he wont get mad at me, heheheh)

his in the Philippines, got that? yeah he is, and the worst thing is i just recently knew about that news (bad influence studies, im not anymore updated with whats goin on now in the world, LOL) if only, yeah if only i have Moolah to travel all the way to Davao where he is, i should come over there and met him personally, grrrrrr... people who knew me, knows that im not the kind of person who is goin to make efforts with the celebrities here in the Phils just to met them personally, nah ah, i aint like that, but when u speak of Josh Harnett, Brad Pitt, Jessica Alba, Vince Diesel, The Cranberries & Mostly rock bands (including christian rock bands) & of course Angelina Jolie, i will make a lot of effort just to see them.. yah just to see them, i know its not that important, but idolizing these people is one thing that im crazy of..

ill just dream of Josh Hartnett and think that we met over here.. oh my! i dont know whats goin to happen to me if i had the chance to see him... God please guide me... hehehehhe...

day-off

its my day-off both from work & school, isnt it cool? yeah, for me it is dear... after having a wonderful conversation online with my dearest husband, my sister & few of our housemates decided to go to Trinoma, and since our ref is almost empty, we thought of its time for us to do grocery..

its my first menstrual day, and i felt bad for when we got to Trinoma, dysmenorrhea striked me (grrrrrrrrrr!) good thing there's mercury around so i grabbed ponstan to heal the pain.... & Thank God it healed..

my day-off went well, only that i got a bit pissed off at the grocery, the long queu over the counter really sucks! though yeah all of the stuff that i wanted to buy are already in the basket, so i couldnt just left there & back out... that surely made me mad... i will never-ever do grocery during weekends!

here's by the way, a pic of nanny's day off! wooohhoooooo!

and ops! flip flops (havaianas) are already open in Trinoma! go grab havaianas na!

acidic vs. alkaline foods

okey i just found out why sometimes i experienced back pains, stomach pains, headaches & etc these days, its merely due to my non-stop acidic foods! yeah, i got more acidic foods than that alkaline foods.. arg! its killin me sometimes for i easily got mad and nervous, & it feels like im agitated with no reason... i find it weird and thought of searching over the net on what the heck are these symptoms im experiencing now..

right after i read that stuff, i hurriedly went to convenient store and grab some alkaline foods.. hahahah! i should have known this thing before it made me sick.. whew!

i found out that we should take a ratio between alkaline and acidic foods, it should be 4:1, or 80% of alkaline & 20% of acidic foods, more acids in our body will cause us a lot pains, if you by the way experienced these pains:

* Lack of energy; constant fatigue, loss of physical tone and psychic drive, sensation of heaviness in the limbs, feelings of inability to cope.
* Lower body temperature; frequently feels cold.
* Tendency to get infections.
* Loss of drive, joy, and enthusiasm.
* Depressive tendencies.
* Nervousness: agitation without cause, hyperactivity, sensitivity to high-pitched noises and easily stressed.
* Very pale face.
* Headaches.
* Eyes tear easily.
* Conjunctivitis.
* Inflammation of the corneas and eyelids.
* Acidic saliva.
* Loose teeth.
* Inflamed, sensitive gums.
* Mouth ulcers.
* Cracks at the corners of the lips.
* Recurring infections of throat and tonsils.
* Teeth are sensitive to hot, cold, or acidic foods.
* Teeth have a tendency to crack or chip.
* Pain in the nerves of the teeth.
* Excess stomach acid.
* Acid regurgitation.
* Gastritis.
* Ulcers.
* Nails are thin and split and break easily.
* Hair looks dull, has split ends, and falls out.
* Dry skin.
* Skin tends to be irritated in regions where there are heavy concentrations of sweat.
* Hives.
* Leg cramps and spasms.

you should lessen eating acidic foods... and yeah yeah yeah! im experiencing most of it right now, so i should for a while avoid eating acidic foods..

just google in the net acidic & alkaline foods to have some infos on what are the right foods to eat.


stay safe! happy eating!

the coolest suggestion

my dear ipo was insisting me today to have a night out just to released stress, but nah! i kinda dont like to go out clubbing nor bar hopping, i find it boring these days and its not one of my list. He said why dont i try to watch movie? and then i realized, gosh! its been a loooooonnnnnngggggg time that i havent watched movie well for a month i think (before, one month for me of not watching any movie was damn pathetic) tsk tsk, what a change of life i have right now huh? but well, i dont think i got bored this time, only that when Charles told me that i need to go out for a while, i then thought of it...

well, while we were talking on some other stuff online, my mind was busy thinking of places to go.. and i remember Singapore! we plan to go there with my dear Khrysta, but since Khyrsta is not available not until next year, i will visit Maki (our main plan) & oh have to tell him that he should make his condo available.. heheheheh.. hmmmm... so i told Charles about it, and My dear Ipo, said yes without second thought.. and now im so very excited! yahoo!

Im searching for that Promo of Cebu Pacific & PAL....

wish me luck!

paintjam dan dunn

thy policemen

(before you read, i would say sorry for cussing so badly, coz i really got mad about what i have witnessed)


as i was on my way to school today, the FX that i rode in got caught by the police without violating anything... that thing really pissed me off, i know im not that familiar with all the rules & regulations that MMDA implemented but im somewhat aware naman kahit papano...

the driver dropped the passenger infront of the loading/unloading area but how come just seconds or minutes i think right after he dropped that passenger in that area, we were being followed by this bullshit police & let the driver stopped the vehicle on the other side of the road, right there & then, they pulled out the plates of the vehicle, the driver repeatedly asked them whats his violation at putanginang mga police yan, sinabihan ba lang naman ang driver na "EH NAG UNLOAD KA SA MALING LUGAR EH!" in a very loud sympathetic voice, jos ko naman kitang kita kaya ng dalawang mata ang sign where the vehicle stopped nung bumaba ang ali, i was in front seat by the way, and guess whats the worst thing that the policemen did? they wanted the driver to pay them 150pesos just because of that, para lang daw maibalik yung kinuhang nilang plate.. punyeta naman oh! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... ano ba namang klaseng police meron tau??!!! bigla kaming nagreact na mga pasahero kasi alam namin na tama naman yung ginawa ng driver & aside from they made us wait pa ng matagalan.. fuckshit! at parang walang mga tenga ang mga hinayupak! at ayaw kami pakinggan kelangan dawng magbayad nung driver bago kami makaalis... kainis!!!! so, maybe just to avoid whatever arguments, the driver paid them na lang.. tsk tsk tsk...

those policemen were the ones who violate their own rules... they just want money! grabe na talaga! i got mad of this coz its not only the first time that i experienced this with policemen, kaya inis na inis ako kanina...

Hope GMA will take actions for all the unworthy policemen in our country...

i was just curious

due to my curiosity on whats this all about... & well, yeah to know myself as well (accdg to that survey) while having a chit-chat with a dear friend, she sent this one to me... i find it interesting..

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

You Are 63% Independent

You've cultivated your own indepedent interests and personal style. But you're open minded enough to also embrace anything trendy that strikes you.

Are You an Independent Woman?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

when u get damn bored, i suggest u try this one.. the blogthings...

been out

accomodated a lot of things in life these past few days, aside from worrying bout my husband's operation (which thank God went well), work made me sick and gave me pressures, reports here & everywhere. At last, i already have a replacement since last monday, as ive mentioned in my previous post, she's a newly CPA board passer oh di vah? ang saya saya! heheheh... well, im not anymore inclined with the social world(anti-social na ang lola mo, i am as well not updated with the movies showing these days, buti na lang i had dinner with fellow officemates tonight at nabawas bawasan ang pagka anti-social ko kahit konti LOL. Been busy with the review, yeah i am, redbull & extra joss are now my bestfriends who kept me energetic all day and night. I have tons of unread messages in my inbox, my sincere apologies to my dearest friends outside the country who keep on sending emails to me, i promise to read them all whenever i have time this weekend. Hay naku, ganun kagrabe yung life ko ngayon, but despite the busy days i have & had, i never forget to call and send messages to my dearest husband, the love is still burnin.. hehehehehhe...

so how bout you? what have u been upto? keep me posted..:)

i really thank you guyz

......thank you guyz for the prayers, u all are good friends talaga.. hehehehe. & most especially to my family, who were there all the way. Charles operation went well, though syempre he still needs a 30day recovery, but im sure with the help of his everyday therapy he will be okey.

worries

im super dooper worried tonight.. charles will have his operation, well, on going nga ngayon, di ako makatulog, sobrang alala ako... syempre ang layo ko kaya sa kanya tapos wala man lang nag-aalaga for him.. sino ba namang hindi magwoworry niyan.. kainis na embassy eto hindi man lang approve yung request ng asawa ko to be there with him kahit 30days.. bullshit talaga! hahay... i know God will be there with him.. and is there with him.. i keep on prayin..ngayon lang ako sobrang stressed at sobrang nag iisip..

Stardust by Neil Gaiman (now a movie)

Its now a movie!!!.... woohoo! i cant wait for this movie to come out.. just to let you know that ive been waiting for this movie..hehehehe...

the zombie's thoughts at this wee hour

*****
10 more working days to go & ill be finally out from the corporate world

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My loving husband Charles will have his leg operation on August 1st, please...please include it in your prayers, it'll help a lot... thanks-thanks!

*****
Im still awake (at 4am) and its like almost a month that ive been like this every weekends.

*****
My bestfriend Khyrsta had her first day at work in Citibank.

*****
Watched last Monday Die Hard 4--- John Mclane is hard to kill...

*****
Been patient lately

*****
in love with Ninja (our super cat!)

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intimidated with the one who's goin to replace me, a CPA (whoooooooooow)

harry potter week?

harry potter week for most of my friends.... yeah i know,i havent bought one... heheheh.. i cant afford to have that this time.. while all of them busy with the book, i, on the other hand busy scanning and reading accounting ones & oh! got a new book from SM by Anne Fisher..heheh.. wala akong sleep niyan ha..

Transformers Rocks!

TRANSFORMER! just saw the movie last sat with khrysta at Trinoma... it really rocks! Awesome! i think this is the best film that Michael Bay did.. heheheh.. kudos to you Michael Bay... and im goin to watch it again.. looking for someone to accompany me....

resignation

at long last, i finally had the chance to fixed it with our SPOC today regarding my resignation. For the third time, she accepted it (abay, dapat lang wala na syang magawa)... so im relieved na rin... i can now concentrate with my review although half of me is saddened with this for i love staying in that company and i wont be having any extra moolah na (huhuhuhuhu)... wish me luck for the upcoming board exam...

moody me..

the time i woke up early today, my mind was driving me crazy agreeing with my lazy body to not goin to school today... and they won about it.. craziness & laziness striked me again.. and i dont like to feel like this.. my twelve hour class today was missed which simply means i messed... oh no... ive been thinking today i whole day that is, i have to choose between my job and my review.. its not easy to quit either one and of course i want to have a name in the future.. im confused right now, i dont want to quit my job coz of course i need moolah.. but, its really hard to cope things up with my review if i wont quit... help me help me Lord...

weirdest craves

its late at night and im cravin for wines!

while reading some boring accounting notes i got dehydrated (is that the term?) & suddenly thinkin and wanting some wines.. and oh my mind agreed with what my mouth wants---A sweet taste wine Novelino (i dont know the exact one, my apologies).. why the hell im cravin for it right now? tsk tsk... i couldnt say that im cravin for it coz im pregnant coz obviously im not.. well wish me luck to find one at the open store at this wee hour.. gotta go and grab one!

yes im into it

2 Corinthians 5:17

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!


**come to think of it... i admit im not into reading the bible nor reading it by heart... but sometimes cycle of life changed-it could be for better or worse, the two way thing... i attended the second fellowship tonight with few of my friends, actually joyz was the one who invited me (she's been inviting me a lot of times since then but i always refused.. and very thankful for God had given me Joyz for this..

well anyway, the verse, i do believe that old once should be forgotten for there will always be new one to come..

ennui

im tired, im bored and i dont like to work.. whew!.. seems like today i just would like to sit at the coffee table and have to read about accounting so i can catch up everything this coming weekend class and that i can understand everything for our exam is fast approachin.. hahay! buhay! i really dunno what to do now... boss is not around (she's in convention), im bored in browsing bout everything over the net.. so damn bored.. can anybody help me kill my boredom?

quotable quote

"Because I am a bad girl, people always automatically think that I am a bad girl. Or that I carry a dark secret with me or that I'm obsessed with death. The truth is that I am probably the least morbid person one can meet. If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do."
-Angelina Jolie



the highly intelligent eccentric one of a kind woman that most people hate that i love so much will remain the best for me no matter what... i idolized her in everything, this quote that i got from her made me realize about life..

when tardiness knocks

just wantin to split this out to you guys.. when we're tired or indolent to wake up early and work.. i so can relate this..

ANO ANG DAPAT GAWIN KUNG TINATAMAD KANG MAGTRABAHO ?

A. Una ay umabsent.

1. Kapag umiikot na kaagad sa katawan mo ang katamaran pagkagising pa lang sa umaga ay mag-isip ka na kaagad ng palusot kung bakit ka aabsent. Paalala: dapat ay memoryado mo ang mga dahilang nagamit mo na dati (tip: gumawa ng isang logbook) ng sa gayon ay hindi ka parang sirang plakang nag-uulit lang lagi ng rason ng di pagpasok. Alalahanin na tuso din ang mga bossing.

2. Kapag nakaisip ka na ng magandang dahilan ay agad mag-text o tumawag sa bossing mo, the earlier the better. Kung ayaw mo ng madaming tanong e mag-text ka at kung nais mo namang tumawag ay siguraduhin mong magaling kang umarte kagaya ng kung ikaw ay kunwaring me sakit ay umubo ka ng paunti-unti habang kinakausap ang bossing mo.

3. Matapos mag-text/tumawag ay bumalik sa higaan at magplano ka na ng gusto mong gawin sa buong araw. Malaking posibilidad na magtutulog ka lang buong araw. Sya nga pala, kapag tumawag ang opisina sa kalagitnaan ng araw, laging tandaan ang rasong ginamit (consistent ka dapat), maaari namang i-off mo na lang ang phone mo para hindi ka maistorbo buong araw.

BABALA: Siguraduhing regular ka na sa kumpanyang pinagtratrabahuhan kung ikaw ay mag-aabsent.

B. Pangalawa ay pumasok

Eto ang dapat gawin ng mga empleyado kapag tinatamad magtrabaho pero ayaw umabsent. Ang mga taong ito ay nuknukan ng kapal ng mukha. Ang mga sumusunod na instructions ay napakasimple pero effective. Meron ding oras na nakatakda, magsisismula ng alas ocho ng umaga at magtatapos ng alas singko ng hapon.

1. Pumasok ng sakto sa oras. Huwag kang male-late at huwag ka din namang excited masyado. 8:00

2. Pagdating mo sa opisina ay ilapag mo lang kaagad ang gamit mo sa lamesa at magtungo kaagad sa pantry. Magtimpla ng kape o kung anuman ang iniinom mo pag umaga. Habang nasaloob ay makipag-usap sa mga tao doon, patagalin mo ang usapan (tip: pag-usapan ang mga headline ngayong araw o mga nangyari kahapon sa loob ng opisina). Kung walang tao sa pantry ay mag-yaya ka ng kasama bago pa man pumasok doon. 8:00-8:30

3. Matapos sa pantry ay magtungo na sa lamesa mo dala-dala pa din ang kape, ito ay para hindi ka antukin buong araw. Buksan ang computer. Matapos nito ay buksan ang mailbox mo. Basahin ang mga email…mapabago man o luma. Buksan lahat ng pedeng buksang attachments, makakabuti ito sa pagpapatagal ng oras. O kaya naman ay mag-email ka sa mga kakilala mong matagal mo ng di nakakamusta. Kapag di ka pa nakuntento ay gawing chat ang email (ito ay sa kadahilanang banned na ang halos lahat ng messengers sa mga kompanya…pati google talk di pinalagpas, mga hayop na IT yan). Pano? Mag-email ka sa kakilala mong alam mong merong access sa internet sa mga oras na yon tapos antayin ang reply…wholla! Instant chat session. Sya nga pala, habang ginagawa ang mga nasataas ay huwag makakalimot inumin ang kape..lalamig ito. 8:30-9:30

3. Matapos ang makabuluhag paggamit ng computer ay magdala ng mga papel-papel at magtungo sa kung saan mo man nais. Mas maganda kung mukha kang aborido hawak ang mga props mo habang papaalis ng lamesa, ito ay para sabihin ng bossing mo sampu ng kasamahan mo sa trabaho na busy ka lagi. Magtungo sa ibang department na me kakilala at makipag-usap ng kung anu-ano. 9:30-10:00

4. Tignan mo nga naman. Alas dies na! Break time na ulit! Pagkatapos mag-lamyerda sa ibang department ay magtungo ulit sa puwesto at ibaba ang mga scratch paper na props. Dalhin ang tasa sa pantry at magtimpla ulit ng panibagong kape, libre ang kape kaya magtimpla ka lang ng magtimpla. Magtungo sa labas kung ikaw ay nag-yoyosi kung di naman ay manatili sa pantry at makipag-usap ka na lang sa mga tao doon. 10:00-10:15

5. Pagkatapos ng break ay bumalik sa lamesa at humarap sa computer (huwag ng magdala ng kape sa lamesa…tama na ang nainom mo, sisikmurain ka na sa sobrang gahaman). Tapos ka na sa mga emails mo, ngayon naman ay mag-internet ka na lang ng kung anik-anik. Pero bago mag-internet ay magbukas ka muna ng office document kahit wala kang balak gawin ang mga ito, makakatulong ang documentong ito mamya. Tapos ay mag-internet ka na. Paalala: dapat ay alerto ka sa mga tao sa paligid mo, kapag alam mong me padating pindutin ang ALT at TAB ng sabay. Ito ay para makapunta sa office document na binuksan mo kanina. Kung mabagal ang iyong reflexes ay dapat mabilis ka sa paggamit ng mouse para ma-click mo agad sa taskbar ung documentong nasabi. Kapag na-master mo na ang technique na ito ay di na mapapansin ng bossing mo na nag-iinternet ka lang sa mga oras na ito. 10:15-12:00

6. Tamana muna ang computer. Lunch break na! Alam mo na ang dapat gawin. 12:00-1:00

7. Pagkatapos kumain ay gawin ulit ang #5. Habang gingawa ito ay maglabas ulit ng mga scratch papers na para bang me hinahanap. Tandaan na dapat seryoso ang mukha mo habang gingawa ang mga ito (tip: ikunot ang noo para makakuha ng mukhang seryoso). 1:00-3:00

8. Break time na ulit. Ang bilis nga naman ng oras. Hala..punta na ulit sa pantry. Maaari ka na ulit mag-kape at makipag-chikahan. 3:00-3:15

9. Bumalik sa lamesa at guluhin ito sa pamamagitan ng paglabas ng sandamakmak na mga papel. Tapos ay gawin ulit and #5. Tignan ang oras sa computer mo. Kung 4:30 na ay simulan mo ng ayusin ang ginulong lamesa. Mag-ayos ayos ka na din ng sarili. Kung kasing kapal ng adobe ang mukha mo ay magtungo ka ulit sa pantry para mag-kape (tandaan na dapat me kasama sa pantry) o kaya naman ay gawin ang #3. Matapos ang lahat ng ito ay umuwi ka na, para mo ng awa…wala ka na ngang silbi ay nangdadamay ka pa ng iba sa katamaran mo. 3:15-5:00

BABALA: Wag mong ipapabasa ito sa bossing mo kung ayaw mong mawalan ka ng trabaho.

discrimination

discrimination? how would you defined that word? i hate to tell people on what its all about for i hate to feel bein discriminated... shit came today again at work when i had all these reports and a little argument occurred between me and lets say one-of-the-best-by-his-own-belief-supervisor.. damn! though i know i should respect my superior but when they arent in the right track, i fight for my right.. now, why discrimination? coz they always made us feel that way, coz they always made us feel and let us know everyday that they came from one of the best universities in the country.. but to heck with which school you came from? bullshit happens in our office because of the way they are treatin their subordinates--if they want us to respect them, then let that respect starts from their own... iv been thinking about this too, why are there some people like that? they should be thankful for themselves for havin a great job and that thanks their subordinates for helpin them in everything and thanking them for the job well done instead of fighting with them.. they sucks! it made me hate my day today... darn....

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers in the whole wide world! And to two of the best Father, Our Pa, Peter Fernandez and our Dad, John Scarce.



Charles, Moi & Papa Peter during our wedding.






Charles with Dad John during Charles Purple Hearts Award.

waitin'

i got pissed off this afternoon right after we took our 30-minute lunch break.. i hurriedly went to Ever Gotesco and took a take-out of Sushi and Gyoza with rice at Kitaro (yes thats how i always do, the appetizer with rice) and planned to eat at the review room so that i can catch up the 12:30pm class.... and guess what? the reviewer for the next class was ssssssssuuuuupppppeeeeeerrrrr late! dumating ng 2pm.. damn! eh if i only knew that he will came in late i wouldnt done anything like that na super bilis ko pang maglakad para lang makaabot... im too impatient when it comes to that... before, when i was young, even in my early twentys, i didnt care much with time.. but now, im so careful & strict with time (nahawa ata ako sa asawa ko eh)... eventually, our reviewers' reason was fair enough--ang lakas nga naman ng ulan pero kahit na di ba? bwisit talaga !

dead tired

finally got enrolled this morning for a weekend class for cpa review.. and i was dead tired for right after i got enrolled i attended the class (for today was our first day) my schedule by the way is from 7am till 9pm in the evening every saturday and sundays.. oh my! and on my first day? im so tired.. nyey! i wonder if i can make the exam on october with this hectic sched that i have, work during weekdays and attend review class on weekends... i never thought of this but i wanna take the review class for better or for worse.. and guess what?today officially marks the first year of me and charles bein married... Happy Anniversary To Us My Loving Ipo! I cant wait for my presents.. heheheh.. I Love You So Much My Ipo & I Miss You A Lot! MWAH!

stressed?

i think im stressed (i just thought of like that) my hyperacidity hits up again this morning at the office so i immediately grabbed Maalox at Mercury Drug along Glorietta. So that stomach pain was due to stress (and i still have it till now) i know its the cause.. grrr... im stressed coz of ill be enrolling in zero based accounting review class and damn! im not yet enrolled till now when in fact class will start tomorrow June 16 which is by the way our First Year Wedding Anniversary (so please greet us..heheh) so here iam.. still stressin.. and im not prepared with everything no notebooks, books, any supplies to start the class (am i really goin to class?) and another thing, i still dont have moolah to pay the tuition (calling my ipo! heheheh) or ill just use mine? oh my! waaaaaaa... wait! i dont hav a calculator? i just remembered while im writing here... oh shit! am i okey? im stressin... really stressin... grrrrrrrrrrrrr

ang sarap pag Libre!

gusto ko lang sabihin sa inyo na ang saya saya ko kanina dahil nakasave ako ng 28pesos today.... free ride sa MRT-back and forth... yun lang! waaaaaaa.... mahal ko na ata si GMA sa araw na to dahil sa ginawa niya..

two nights before Ayee's departure

ayee's goin to US this comin sunday, and im goin to miss her.. my kapwa-taurean is goin to leave philippines for good.. im so very happy for you Ayee babes... her last two nights stay before goin to US we spent it at boni high street, but before that had dinner with Ems at Red ribbon and headed to boni right after.. finally, Ayee had the chance to experience Brothers burger (and me too!), it was one of her plan before movin to US. Good to hear that BB has availabe strawberry shake for i was cravin that the day before.. heheheh.. yummy burger and lovin their french fries though it costs 50pesos pero sulit naman. To My dear Ayee, have a happy and safe trip! Mamimiss ka namin... we'll met in colorado ha.. hehehe..

new discovery? nah!

had dinner with Ayee @ Aristocrat in SM the Block.. my first dine here.. too bad i left my cam on my other purse so wasnt able to take some pic.. my not-so-good-phone-w/cam didnt give any help tsk tsk.. but anyway, discovered new hair moisturizer at Elianto, i think my curly dry hair will look good and shiny with that but it made me think with the price---cost 399 pesos for 30pcs! i dont think its reasonable enough but my mind kept thinking with it till now.. buy it or not? what ya think?

belated gift

i was surprised by the time i came in at the office today, a birthday gift cheque from the company im connected right now... whew! too late huh? heheheh.. but anyway, im happy at least i got the chance to save and not to splurge this time.. yahoo! though its just a small amount of cheque (ahm, just a penny i think, lol) and way too late still im happy for it, you know me, mababaw lang talaga ang kaligayahan ko.. got to go to use it right now! hahahahha..

missin you terribly

i cried, yes i cried a lot... and im so very mad of my unreasonable attitude.. tsk tsk.. that was who i am.. when i thought of me and charles bein far from each other, i got mad of the situation but later realized that it aint good of bein like that.. i cried, i cried out loud to ease the pain, to cover the emptiness of missin someone i so love.. long distance relationship is so damn hard but i thank God that he always guides us to be strong in any way... despite of the distance that me and charles have, we always find ways to comfort each other especially in times like this.. i so much miss you my loving ipo.. aftermath---huhuhuhuhu---

sluggish

felt exhausted last saturday and pressured of my just an hour shopping to search for something on our first wedding anniversary with Charles... yeah, we will be on our first year and im very happy! thanks to my loving friend khrysta & sister tonette for accompanying me during that day... though i was exhausted and almost fell down, still we manage to have fun around the mall.. these pics shows how we loved bein on a cam.. heheheh..

wasnt able to

darn! my movie marathon plan was postponed yesterday.. why? they (housemates)left me in the house to guard the entire house, just me alone! im dealing with this stupid boredome but here i was, left alone.. grrrrr..

what will matter

i got this one from the desk of one of my Key account manager of P&G while waiting for him to make a transition for me, i actually didnt copy the whole text from his desk, instead i got the title and the author, googled it & hoolah! here it goes.. just for some thoughts..


by Michael Josephson

Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days.All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgottenwill pass to someone else.
Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.Your grudges, resentments, frustrationsand jealousies will finally disappear.So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire.The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.
It won't matter where you came fromor what side of the tracks you lived on at the end.It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.
So what will matter?How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you boughtbut what you built, not what you got but what you gave.
What will matter is not your successbut your significance.
What will matter is not what you learnedbut what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity,compassion, courage, or sacrificethat enriched, empowered or encouraged othersto emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competencebut your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew,but how many will feel a lasting loss when your gone.
What will matter is not your memoriesbut the memories that live in those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered,by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident.It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
Choose to live a life that matters.

keep holdin on (avril lavigne)

keep holdin on by Avril lavigne.. im not a big fan of her.. but this song "keep holdin on" made me crazy in love with it that i never get tired of listening to..

just to let you know

**watched Pirates of the Caribbean At World's End (Awesome!)
**tasted Fruits in Ice Cream and im so lovin it!

im plannin to watch these movies on sunday respectively (all are showin in Galleria)----my another movie marathon day...

**Zodiac
**Fracture
**Spider Man 3 (i know im too late, better late than never)

the reason why im crazy

damn it! im inlove again.... wwwwwwooooooohhhhh! yeah im so much in love with prison break, and spending a lot of time with the whole episodes of season 1, yeah i know im late! but to heck?heheheh.. my husband's been telling me how good this series is but never told me whats the story about.. until one day i hitched my officemate's dvd.. prison break is the reason why i have sleepless nights last weekend... i cant get over it... grrrrrrrr! heheheh.. the bad part is the last episode.. makin my heart pumpin and beatin so fast and yet got me mad coz it didnt end that well, so last night i bought the season 2 so i can continue the story.. hehehehe.. anyway, wenthworth (wenty) miller melts my heart.. i so love him now!

remember me (kindly watch the video)

Today I was shown a video dedicated to the soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan.

In the video were pics of soldiers deployed and returning home as well as funerals of the fallen.

two of the funeral pics showed family members of people that were close to me as close if not closer than family.

And it hurts to be reminded of a loss to so many but also makes me feel good to know they will be remembered by More than just us the ones that were close to them but by any who see this video.

it is a video on you tube And it was put together by a fifteen year old girl I would like anyone who sees this to see the video and pass it on any way you can in blog bulletin email or just save it to your computer and show it to people.

If you are a soldier or close to a soldier this will affect you greatly.

if you don’t know any soldiers well Watch the video anyway and understand all of what is said in it rings true.

I don’t know how to thank this young lady personally but if you are grateful for what she has made please add your .

Name below (and if you are a soldier please add branch and rank).

A very big thank you to Lizzie Palmer for remembering us.

spc.charles scarce(U.S.ARMY)
spc.Jeffrey Seckinger aka Sixty(U.S.ARMY)
spc.jay havay(U.S.ARMY)
ferna mae scarce (proud US Army wife of spc. charles scarce)

another round for MSKM

been confused last night as i watched the last episode of Maging Sino Ka Man, yeah i did watched it and most of my friends were shocked about me watchin a pinoy tv series (so what if i did?), actually i wasnt able to watch the whole series, never watched the first episode too.. heheheh.. silly me huh.. anyway, as time goes by my titas and sister who lived with me at the house (our flat? este apartment) used to watched it from the time it started.. the reason why i was so encouraged to watch the series its because mainly by Anne Curtis (believe me i like this girl even most people hated her), coz as i watched the two weeks episode of MSKM (Maging Sino Ka Man) i saw how she changed from her acting career to her fashion looks.. so love her that it made me realized, Bea was taken out by Anne. Well, back to the main topic, i was so confused when i watched it last night, coz when second part of the episode showed, i asked to myself how will this series end up? when in fact, at that point there were lots of hang-ups? at the end of it, i was right... the series will have a Book 2... well, some may say they were dismayed by having a part 2 coz obviously MSKM had the longest run of the tv series nowadays.. but for me? i dont care if it has a book 2, for i cant wait to see Ann again...

Shrek 3

you gotta watch this movie... nakakatuwa.. i wont give any detail muna..

but its a must-see movie eto..

anilao

just wanting to share the moments we had in Batangas... we went to Anilao three days before the election day.. i kinda hate it, for the time we went there was a very long parade (is that how they call it?) for the candidates really made me sucks for it did caused an hour or two for us to be stucked in the traffic.. this is one of the pics i took while on our way to Anilao..mind you, all were riding in a tricycle at super init pa..














anway, to a lighter side.. I had fun in Anilao, it was actually my second time there but the first time i went there we were just so busy takin pics without me baskin at the water.. to my thirst this time, i played under the sun at the water that is so clear but not that white sand, stones are all you can see.. but no sweats coz eventhough there were seaweeds under the water, still i love to swim for its really clear, by the way, we stayed for almost 5 hours in Aguila that cost 750 for the cottage..(expensive huh)..

a must try in bohol

i find it amazing whenever i got to discover and experience foods that i havent tried before or kinda weird foods or never heard ones.. heheheh.. my trip sa bohol was amazing, i do love the place plus the foods.. hmmmm.. so yummy yung seafoods.. but then here's one of the foods that i havent heard pa, kumbaga only in bohol.. so check this out..



BARBECUE COCONUT or in my own term, i simply call it Grilled Coconut (sosyal!), experienced this at the butterflies sanctuary located on our way to chocolate hills.

FRESH GARDEN SALAD - i will upload the pics one of these days, its in my cousins digicam, when she send it to me ill immediately upload it in here. Fresh Garden Salad some says its partly the same as those salads in Sonya's Garden Tagaytay but because of i havent gone to Sonya's yet i still include this first time bite of fresh garden salad.. its a salad that made of flowers like bougainvilla (i forgot the spell, help me) and gumamela with green leaves topped with creamy sauce that i forgot the name of the sauce. but then again, its really yummy.. we found it only in Bee Farm, Panglao island.

so when u got the chance to come and visit Bohol, try these two foods im sure you too will love it..

Amazing Bohol on My Bday!

i just turned 28 last saturday & my Ipo's (my hubby) bday gift is trip to bohol for 3D/2N.. my cousin Venus and her two friends came along with me during the trip but of course its KKB since di ko naman kayang gastusan sila.. heheheheh..

I love Bohol and 3 days is really not enough i have not yet get over with the wonderful vacation i had there.. i travelled to Bohol via Cebu for my cousin who came from Mindanao wanted me to join with them for they had traveled to cebu too.. When we were in Bohol, we stroll and had fun at the beach since we are on waiting list for the hotel coz they have every 2pm schedule for the check'in .. we just had our walk and i remember i was sweating a lot! yucks! ew! but i find the beach amazing! i love it there and we are planning to go back there.. here's some of the pics sa beach.. ill post some one of these days on our day tour of their tourist spots..

how was my weekend?

i had a wonderful weekend spending time with my Charles through Skype last saturday we talked for almost 5 hours straight--yeah you got that?? hehehe..--we didnt stopped talking not until we realized the time in his place it was like 3:30 in the dawn in there and he needed some rest for he was awake for about 30 hours straight (its because of his job why he had sleepless times)..oh how we missed each other... that was by the way the first time i saw him over the webcam for not seeing him in about two months time.. tsk tsk.. thanks to skype for i can view the cam in full screen.. here's one of his new pic which i took while we were chatting..

bicol express recipe

yahoo! i finally got a chance to google bicol express recipe.... my dearest ipo, if all the ingredients are available in there.. try to cook bicol express..

1/4	cup	vegetable oil
1	tablespoon	garlic	chopped
1/2	cup	onions	chopped
1/4	cup	ginger	fresh, chopped
2	tablespoons	dilao	fresh, (tumeric)
1	kg	pork	cooked and cut into 1/2 inch slices
1 1/2	tablespoon	hot chili peppers	(siling labuyo, chopped)
1 1/2	cup	bagoong alamang
6	cups	coconut cream
2	cups	hot green peppers	fresh (elongated variety), sliced diagonally into 1/4 inch strips
1 1/2	cup	red bell pepper	red peppers, fresh (elongated variety), sliced diagonally into 1/4 inch strips

Directions

Saute garlic in hot oil. Add onions and cook until translucent. Stir in fresh ginger, dilao, and the sliced cooked pork. Stir continually for 5 minutes. Add bagoong alamang and chopped hot chilli (siling labuyo). Stir until the pork is completely covered by the mixture. (about 15 minutes.) Pour in 6 cups of coconut cream and add the sliced hot green and red peppers. Continue cooking for about 20 minutes. Add salt if necessary.

Note: chillis and peppers to be added according to spiciness desired.


ill better try this one too when i get a chance to cook... heheheh.. and if im not that lazy to make one..bwahahahah..

bicol express

bicol express is one of my husband's (Charles) favorite filipino food... he even checked the whole place in Fort Hood Texas just to look for a filipino resto to check if there's bicol express.. sad to say, he wasnt able to found one... i dont know what's in this food that he really craves for this.. i remember we had dinner at Max in North Edsa and i was the one who ordered for it.. and from then on.. he loves bicol express.. im not a bicolana but i do love their foods too.. im searching the recipe for this so that i can make one for my dear husband... if any of you should be kind enough to help me.. id be willing to accept.. whats with bicol express by the way? heeheheh..

preps for getaway

alright do i need to say that im excited? i think no.. i just have to shout it out to the whole world that im extremely excited for my b-day trip next week.. im excited but honestly i havent prepared anything yet.. i will be by the way goin to Bohol with two of my friends who will come from Mindanao.. sad thing is i dont have enough moolah this time to buy stuffs for the trip so ill be waitin till payday comes grrrr.. this really makin me hard to think and its stressin me, really stressin me.. of course, my husband will be there to support me with everything that ill need but im tryin hard not to ask anything from him.. heheheheh.. but my bullshit pay is not enough to have this trip.. so no choice but ask him.. so what will be my preps? gosh! cant think of it now.. but ill definitely have

2pieces swimwear
shades
2 faded shorts
2 tops
hav to buy another havaianas mint green this time
bulky bag
bangles
nivea sun block
lots of wipes!

that's it so far... hehehehe.. im still thinking as of the moment...

i felt so empty nowadays.. i dont know why.. i want to do some things but something is holding me... i just dont understand why.. but i know ill be okey...

h2b's arrival

MAY 31, 2006 - h2b's arrival

the first day that my h2b charles and i met. i was at the airport @1pm, it was a sunny afternoon. Charles scheduled arrival was @1:35, Gulf Air from Bahrain. Before the time of his arrival i was totally nervous, i really didnt know what 2 do and since im not tht familiar with the place i asked and asked security guards where's the waiting area and everything that i could ask fro (too funny for me huh?) and there finally after 15 minutes of searching the place, i was there at the waiting area for arrivals. I just stand there near the area where passengers w/family name starts with S since my h2b's last name is Scarce. then of me not knowing what to do i've waited... waited and waited and suddenly i realized its 2:05 in my watch and yet no charles scarce appeared... ARRRRGGGHHH!!!.... good thing i saw the screen na parang tv for the status of the airlines... and Gulf Air has just arrived... so i thought of maybe he was still in customs and immigration for the clearings and everything. 30 minutes passed 2 in the afternoon, i saw this man wearing a big, i think it was more than a triple XL red polo shirt with blue CK faded jeans and white reebok shoes with a hair that's kinda untidy to look at and with a hair in his chin... hmmmm... looks familiar to me... it was my h2b Charles and he was looking for me of course. I waved at him and there he saw me, i went to him he pull me over him,kiss me and hug me, and all that i felt was he was shaking, i felt his nervous at that time the way i was we were happy but we are too nervous but it was totally cool and that's the happiest day of my life and lastly there was a follow up proposal at the airport. A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE ON THIS HAPPY DAY!

here's one of our pic nung pagdating nya but he already changed his outfit na dito taken ito nung nag mall na kami after namin sa airport... heheheheh

how do i feel for his upcoming?

yeah how do i feel for my h2b's upcoming? seriously?.... im very excited and very nervous... you know what i mean.. hehehehehhe.. today... i saw him sa cam... long hair but its realy cool.. i like it and his hair in his chin.. too cool.. he rocks man...ang galing talga ni ipo ko... well, today nasa kuwait na xa and this will be the day that his goin to get for his itinerary and im excited na to see him... GO IPO!

business talk... te gong and i are talking bout the biz for dumaguete hay naku sana makuha na namin this time ang plan.. and i hope my ipo will go with the plan too... restaurant ang iput up na biz nmin sa dumaguete since hit don ang sutukil... galing di ba? please pray for us on this.. hehehehheh..

flowers of May

ON MY WAY HOME.....

i still remember it was 12 noon at that time May 2nd of this year, i went home to dumaguete to visit my family thanks to my h2b for the support.. well, gusto kc ni mama na sa bahay me mag celebrate ng birthday so i decided na uuwi na lang me... ayun after na nagkita kami nila mama at papa lunch kmi sa chowking, picture taking and had groceries na rin para sa bahay... miss ko sobrang ang lahat kaya ayun libre ko ang lahat ng gastusin without permission kay fafa.. hehehehehe... pero i know he'll understand..

REGGAE WEDNESDAY AT HAYAHAY...

May 3rd ng hapon, nagkayayaan ang lahat mag reggae sa hayahay.. it will be my first time to watch and visit the place kaya ala me kaalam alam what it looks like, pero mind you the place is really really cool.. i went there with my sisters tonette and vanessa around ten ng gabi kami pumunta dun since andun na rin ang tropa with my bro and his gf.. kc ba naman kausap ko pa c h2b ng matagal kaya ayun late ako... pero k lang at least sobrang happy me kc kausap ko xa... the night was fun, after the reggae, kainan sa boulevard ng balot at siopao.. ang saya bein with them...

ON MY BIRTHDAY


sobrang saya nung araw ng kaarawan ko aside from sobrang pag uusap namin ng h2b as in we talked nung 14 minutes before 12 on my day... ang galing talaga ng fiance ko tapos sobrang haba pa ng pag uusap.. hay naku sobrang touch ako kahit sobrang busy xa, he finds time to make me happy on my day.. though may konting dramahan na nangyari kc sobrang miss ko xa at gusto ko kayakap ko xa... it was okey pa rin and very happy ako because i have him in my life... oh... i cant wait to see you my charles... it was in the afternoon, nung binigyan me ng party ng pamilya ko para akong bata kc my sister tonette gave me 27 balloons.. ang cute no at ang sweet pa nila.. it was so cool... konting salu salo pero sobrang masaya talga...