i felt so empty nowadays.. i dont know why.. i want to do some things but something is holding me... i just dont understand why.. but i know ill be okey...

h2b's arrival

MAY 31, 2006 - h2b's arrival

the first day that my h2b charles and i met. i was at the airport @1pm, it was a sunny afternoon. Charles scheduled arrival was @1:35, Gulf Air from Bahrain. Before the time of his arrival i was totally nervous, i really didnt know what 2 do and since im not tht familiar with the place i asked and asked security guards where's the waiting area and everything that i could ask fro (too funny for me huh?) and there finally after 15 minutes of searching the place, i was there at the waiting area for arrivals. I just stand there near the area where passengers w/family name starts with S since my h2b's last name is Scarce. then of me not knowing what to do i've waited... waited and waited and suddenly i realized its 2:05 in my watch and yet no charles scarce appeared... ARRRRGGGHHH!!!.... good thing i saw the screen na parang tv for the status of the airlines... and Gulf Air has just arrived... so i thought of maybe he was still in customs and immigration for the clearings and everything. 30 minutes passed 2 in the afternoon, i saw this man wearing a big, i think it was more than a triple XL red polo shirt with blue CK faded jeans and white reebok shoes with a hair that's kinda untidy to look at and with a hair in his chin... hmmmm... looks familiar to me... it was my h2b Charles and he was looking for me of course. I waved at him and there he saw me, i went to him he pull me over him,kiss me and hug me, and all that i felt was he was shaking, i felt his nervous at that time the way i was we were happy but we are too nervous but it was totally cool and that's the happiest day of my life and lastly there was a follow up proposal at the airport. A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE ON THIS HAPPY DAY!

here's one of our pic nung pagdating nya but he already changed his outfit na dito taken ito nung nag mall na kami after namin sa airport... heheheheh

how do i feel for his upcoming?

yeah how do i feel for my h2b's upcoming? seriously?.... im very excited and very nervous... you know what i mean.. hehehehehhe.. today... i saw him sa cam... long hair but its realy cool.. i like it and his hair in his chin.. too cool.. he rocks man...ang galing talga ni ipo ko... well, today nasa kuwait na xa and this will be the day that his goin to get for his itinerary and im excited na to see him... GO IPO!

business talk... te gong and i are talking bout the biz for dumaguete hay naku sana makuha na namin this time ang plan.. and i hope my ipo will go with the plan too... restaurant ang iput up na biz nmin sa dumaguete since hit don ang sutukil... galing di ba? please pray for us on this.. hehehehheh..

flowers of May

ON MY WAY HOME.....

i still remember it was 12 noon at that time May 2nd of this year, i went home to dumaguete to visit my family thanks to my h2b for the support.. well, gusto kc ni mama na sa bahay me mag celebrate ng birthday so i decided na uuwi na lang me... ayun after na nagkita kami nila mama at papa lunch kmi sa chowking, picture taking and had groceries na rin para sa bahay... miss ko sobrang ang lahat kaya ayun libre ko ang lahat ng gastusin without permission kay fafa.. hehehehehe... pero i know he'll understand..

REGGAE WEDNESDAY AT HAYAHAY...

May 3rd ng hapon, nagkayayaan ang lahat mag reggae sa hayahay.. it will be my first time to watch and visit the place kaya ala me kaalam alam what it looks like, pero mind you the place is really really cool.. i went there with my sisters tonette and vanessa around ten ng gabi kami pumunta dun since andun na rin ang tropa with my bro and his gf.. kc ba naman kausap ko pa c h2b ng matagal kaya ayun late ako... pero k lang at least sobrang happy me kc kausap ko xa... the night was fun, after the reggae, kainan sa boulevard ng balot at siopao.. ang saya bein with them...

ON MY BIRTHDAY


sobrang saya nung araw ng kaarawan ko aside from sobrang pag uusap namin ng h2b as in we talked nung 14 minutes before 12 on my day... ang galing talaga ng fiance ko tapos sobrang haba pa ng pag uusap.. hay naku sobrang touch ako kahit sobrang busy xa, he finds time to make me happy on my day.. though may konting dramahan na nangyari kc sobrang miss ko xa at gusto ko kayakap ko xa... it was okey pa rin and very happy ako because i have him in my life... oh... i cant wait to see you my charles... it was in the afternoon, nung binigyan me ng party ng pamilya ko para akong bata kc my sister tonette gave me 27 balloons.. ang cute no at ang sweet pa nila.. it was so cool... konting salu salo pero sobrang masaya talga...

A-Z

i got this from fellow w@wies, and i also saw this one posted by jenee in her blog... i find it interesting.. check this out..

A is for Accent: im a cebuana but no one recognized my accent as a cebuana when i speak tagalog... that's a good thing in me A+ kumbaga... heheheheh..

B is for Biggest expense: i've got no one in my mind coz im always on a budget since i dont have a job right now, my charles (my h2b) is the one who support me all this time.

C is for Chore I hate: i dont know... everything's okey with me... though sometimes i hate to cook pero not at all times..

D is for Dad's name: peter aka peter fox

E is for Essential cosmetic item: im not brand concious so i dont care whatever it is

F is for Favorite perfume or cologne: i like the scent of elizabeth arden green tea, hugo boss for women and chanel 5, for cologne, love ko tlga ang Gap

G is for Gold or silver: silver lang gusto ko. in kc sa fashion

H is for Hometown: grow and lived in ozamiz for 20 years then 2 years in cebu after that in manila until now.

I is for Insomnia: hmmm... i usually sleep 3am na sometimes 24hrs straight awake pa.

J is for Job title: unemployed!

K is for Kids: planning to have in the future with my h2b.

L is for Living arrangements: rented an apartment in pasig city while waiting for my h2b to come.

M is for Mom's birthplace: ozamiz city

N is Number of apples you've eaten: one in a day sometimes two.

O is for Overnight hospital stays: havent been admitted to hospital ever since i was a child.

P is for Phobia: meat loaf! hahahahha... ask me why... and i dont eat that ever since

Q is for Quest: to find out whats my life in the future.

R is for Religious affiliation: Roman Catholic

S is for Siblings: 2 younger sisters - tonette and vanessa & 1 younger brother - Michael.

T is for Time I wake up: 4 am, sometimes 4:30 am... the time my ipo (h2b) is online.

U is for Unnatural hair colors I've worn: i have this gray colored hair eversince i was a child, i started to dye my hair at the age of 20, ive been to different colors of dye hair.

V is for Vegetable I refuse to eat: nothin.. i love to eat vegetables

W is for Worst habit: hmmm... cant tell it as of now.

X is for X-rays I've had: i had this annually with my previous employer, its their requirement.

Y is for yummy foods I make: chocolate cake when i was still 16 years old.

Z is for Zodiac sign: taurus.

well... alang magawa

this past few months? well... ala lang nasa house lang me always thinking of my ipo... and addicted to read novels and books... that's what i do everyday... cool di ba? well, lots of things to discuss in here of what happen to my life this past three months that i was absent... i miss my blog by the way... but hey... i will promise i will update this from time to time... i was just too busy with everything in my house... (heheheheheh!)

im back

im back again with this blog that is nowhere... hehehheehhee.. after january 29, my whole week was great ive met new friends and met my long lost friend, my co-employee wayback in chinabank, my Michelle... she's still beautiful and very happy for she had found someone who will make her happy... oh how i miss my Michelle... well, as usual i was busy last week, applying for a job... follow up my last pay check.. at last i got it already last wednesday... heheheheh... got paid my bills for january... argh... i was late i know... then, i stayed at my friend's house, jhoy, her son is my grandson, i stayed there for almost 4 days... and i had a lot of fun with my grandson... babysitting in a day while his mom was out for work... it was really cool... hope to have my own child in the future...

charles, my ipo

my loving h2b charles wearing my xmas present to him... this man really makes my day to day life a wonderful one... and im very much excited to see him... love his beautiful brown eyes.. this hawaiian military man brightens my life.. to charles robert bruce scarce.. i wanna tell the whole world that i love you so much... you are the one.. thank you for everything...

weekend at enchanted kingdom (ek)

"ek? what r we goin to do in there? its just for kids, im sure im not gonna like it.." these were the words that i said to my warner friends.. they're invitin me for the weekend to be in ek.. and darn, im not into it.. but since these guys really insist and its for free (coz one thing for sure.. i have no budget for this) i joined the group... saturday January 21'06 around 10am were in wynsum bldg waiting for the van.. 30 mins after the van came.. its so funny that these guys didnt know where ek is... grrrr... they were the ones who had been to that place and yet they didnt know... good thing im into places and remember where it located.. it'll be my first time btw.. so, i was the one who gave the driver the direction to ek... around 12noon were in ek.. the weather was fine but it was too hot... tsktsk... too bad... but it was okey... i advised when u plan to have fun in ek, be there during weekdays and not weekends... damn, there were lots of people outhere and u cant ride all the 17rides coz of the one hour line to wait for your turn... i only ride the space shuttle, the flying fiesta, the log jump and the rapid where i got all wet... as in wet... hehehehehehe! kindly see above pics we took last sat...

a day with joan

plans have changed fho d wedding... civil wedding in april and churchwedding at the end of the year, hopefully... my h2b charles and i are so much excited for the days to come.. and i guess im more excited to see him... today, i went to warner for a confirmation of my decision whether ill go back to work or not with them... they've given me couple of days for the decision.. im happy for joan was there, she invited me to eat out for lunch... i so much miss her... a lot of things that we've talked and im happy.. here's a pic of me and joan....
we're both beautiful... hahahhahahahha... thanks joan for your treat, i really enjoy the foods...

total change of me

the whole week was so boring... after i quit my job in warner, i used to be in the house, cleaning the entire apartment, read novels, doin the laundry, browsing the net, go out and canvass for the wedding... seems that, its a total change of me... this is what im not used to but im sure ill be into this... i cant wait to be with my h2b charles... and i know God has a plan of everything why this whole thing changed...

tearful message from my one & only brother

as i opened my email today, to my surprise, i saw one email came from my brother mikel... as i go along with that mail, i cried a bit... i was so touched that my brother misses me a lot, asking why i didnt send him text messages nor calling him... he told me that he loves me so much and was thinking of me, how am i doin? have i eat three times a day? asking hows my job, asking if my apartment is a nice place, asking bout my love life and everything... oh how i missed him and its my fault i didnt care to talk to him... sorry bro, i was too busy with anything, ill make it up to you i promise...

new here

today is my first to post in here.. i got inspired by a newly found friend jenee flores with her blog.. actually i had one mine (www.tabulas.com/~sirquibjork) but then, seems that blogspot is more interactive than tabulas.. hehehehehe... kaya e2 me ngayon, nag sign up.. first and foremost im gettin married soon to this wonderful man here...

charles, my ipo

and im so much excited.. i love this guy so much... hahaay... hopefully this coming April will be our wedding month.. so many things to do for the preps of the event.. help me Lord...